Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49 Am \u00eenchis u\u0219a \u00een urma mea \u0219i am r\u0103mas c\u00e2teva secunde pe palier, cu geanta \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cemi r\u0103sunau \u00een minte cuvintele Veronic\u0103i: \u201eS\u0103 nu te a\u0219tep\u021bi s\u0103 g\u0103se\u0219ti aceea\u0219i familie c\u00e2nd te \u00eentorci!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru o clip\u0103 am vrut s\u0103 intru \u00eenapoi. S\u0103 las geanta jos \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 prefac c\u0103 nu se \u00eent\u00e2mplase nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar \u0219tiam c\u0103, dac\u0103 f\u0103ceam asta, luni diminea\u021b\u0103 urma s\u0103 m\u0103 trezesc la fel de obosit \u0219i de sup\u0103rat pe toat\u0103 lumea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am plecat spre Bu\u0219teni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns la pensiune, era aproape pr\u00e2nz. Camera era mic\u0103, avea un pat, un dulap \u0219i o fereastr\u0103 spre munte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am l\u0103sat geanta l\u00e2ng\u0103 u\u0219\u0103 \u0219i m-am a\u0219ezat pe marginea patului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult\u0103 vreme, nu trebuia s\u0103 fac nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, culmea, nu \u0219tiam ce s\u0103 fac cu lini\u0219tea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Telefonul a vibrat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Veronica \u00eemi scrisese:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eRare\u0219 \u00eentreab\u0103 unde sunt ghetele lui de iarn\u0103. Tu le-ai mutat?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I-am r\u0103spuns c\u0103 sunt \u00een dulapul de pe hol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute a venit alt mesaj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAlina vrea bani pentru medita\u021bii. Ai f\u0103cut transferul?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am verificat aplica\u021bia b\u0103ncii. Transferul era f\u0103cut de vineri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I-am trimis confirmarea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am pus telefonul pe noptier\u0103 \u0219i am ie\u0219it la plimbare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am mers aproape dou\u0103 ore pe str\u0103zile din Bu\u0219teni, f\u0103r\u0103 grab\u0103 \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 o destina\u021bie precis\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La un moment dat m-am a\u0219ezat pe o banc\u0103, cu mun\u021bii \u00een fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam la tata.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i el muncise toat\u0103 via\u021ba. \u0218i el crezuse c\u0103 un b\u0103rbat bun trebuie s\u0103 suporte orice, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar eu nu voiam s\u0103 ajung la b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021be cu regretul c\u0103 \u00eemi petrecusem to\u021bi anii alerg\u00e2nd dup\u0103 bani \u0219i cert\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 cu oamenii pe care \u00eei iubeam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci mi-am dat seama de ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu \u00eei repro\u0219am Veronic\u0103i c\u0103 nu m\u0103 \u00een\u021belege.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar c\u00e2nd o \u00eentrebasem ultima dat\u0103 cum se simte ea?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cemi aminteam toate facturile pe care le pl\u0103tisem, toate orele suplimentare \u0219i toate drumurile f\u0103cute pentru familie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nu-mi aminteam c\u00e2nd o l\u0103sasem ultima dat\u0103 s\u0103-mi povesteasc\u0103 despre ziua ei f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 uit la ceas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen seara aceea am sunat-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Veronica, sunte\u021bi bine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Suntem. Copiii au m\u00e2ncat \u0219i acum sunt \u00een camere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tu e\u0219ti bine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De c\u00e2nd te intereseaz\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-a durut, dar nu m-am enervat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 M-a interesat mereu. Numai c\u0103 poate n-am mai \u0219tiut s\u0103-\u021bi ar\u0103t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am auzit-o oft\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mihai, sunt foarte obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu, nu \u0219tii. Dar vorbim c\u00e2nd te \u00eentorci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ne cert\u0103m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Duminic\u0103 diminea\u021b\u0103 am dormit p\u00e2n\u0103 la opt \u0219i jum\u0103tate. Nu mai f\u0103cusem asta de ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am b\u0103ut cafeaua privind pe fereastr\u0103, apoi am luat un carne\u021bel din geant\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 scriu ce m\u0103 ap\u0103sa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rata apartamentului. Orele suplimentare. Lipsa timpului pentru copii. Certurile cu Veronica. Faptul c\u0103 Alina \u0219i Rare\u0219 nu ajutau aproape deloc \u00een cas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar, pe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce scriam, am observat ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu toate problemele erau responsabilitatea mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i nici nu puteau fi rezolvate doar dac\u0103 munceam mai mult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Poate c\u0103 trebuia s\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103m s\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bim altfel ceea ce aveam de f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am \u00eentors duminic\u0103 seara, a\u0219a cum promisesem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Veronica era \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie. Avea ochii obosi\u021bi \u0219i p\u0103rul prins \u00een grab\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai venit, a spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am venit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Te-ai odihnit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pu\u021bin. Dar m-am g\u00e2ndit mult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am a\u0219teptat s\u0103 se culce copiii, apoi ne-am a\u0219ezat la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Veronica, nu vreau s\u0103 plec de l\u00e2ng\u0103 voi. Nu vreau s\u0103 divor\u021b\u0103m. Dar nici nu mai pot tr\u0103i a\u0219a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i-a cobor\u00e2t privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Crezi c\u0103 eu pot, Mihai?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu. Tocmai de aceea vreau s\u0103 te ascult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i eu sunt terminat\u0103 de oboseal\u0103. Vin de la serviciu, g\u0103tesc, sp\u0103l, verific temele, vorbesc cu profesorii, fac program\u0103ri. Tu ajungi seara \u0219i spui c\u0103 nu mai po\u021bi. Dar eu c\u00e2nd s\u0103 spun c\u0103 nu mai pot?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Uneori, a continuat ea, m\u0103 uit la tine cum dormi pe canapea \u0219i \u00eemi vine s\u0103 \u021bip. Nu pentru c\u0103 nu munce\u0219ti. \u0218tiu c\u00e2t munce\u0219ti. Dar pentru c\u0103 eu nu pot s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Veronica, eu credeam c\u0103 m\u0103 ur\u0103\u0219ti pentru c\u0103 nu aduc destui bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A cl\u0103tinat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu te ur\u0103sc, Mihai. Mi-e dor de tine. De omul cu care puteam s\u0103 r\u00e2d, cu care puteam s\u0103 vorbesc. Acum parc\u0103 suntem doi colegi care \u00eempart facturi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi s-a pus un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i eu simt asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Veronica \u0219i-a \u0219ters ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u00e2nd ai spus c\u0103 pleci la munte, m-am \u00eenfuriat. Pentru c\u0103 tu ai avut curajul s\u0103 spui c\u0103 ai nevoie de o pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i tu nu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-a privit direct.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i eu simt la fel, Mihai. Dar n-am avut curajul t\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci am \u00een\u021beles c\u00e2t de mult gre\u0219isem am\u00e2ndoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu credeam c\u0103 numai eu duc familia \u00een spate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ea credea c\u0103 numai ea nu are voie s\u0103 se opreasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i \u00eentre noi crescuser\u0103 doi copii care \u00eenv\u0103\u021baser\u0103 c\u0103 p\u0103rin\u021bii trebuie s\u0103 rezolve totul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am luat carne\u021belul din geant\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Uite ce am scris la Bu\u0219teni. Nu este o list\u0103 cu ce ai gre\u0219it tu. Sunt lucruri pe care trebuie s\u0103 le schimb\u0103m \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenceput cu banii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am calculat cheltuielile \u0219i am hot\u0103r\u00e2t s\u0103 reduc orele suplimentare, chiar dac\u0103 asta \u00eensemna s\u0103 am\u00e2n\u0103m c\u00e2teva cump\u0103r\u0103turi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am discutat despre treburile casei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu urma s\u0103 m\u0103 ocup de cump\u0103r\u0103turile mari, de facturi \u0219i de c\u00e2teva treburi fixe \u00een zilele \u00een care ajungeam mai devreme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Veronica nu mai trebuia s\u0103 gestioneze singur\u0103 programul copiilor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar Alina \u0219i Rare\u0219 aveau s\u0103 primeasc\u0103 responsabilit\u0103\u021bi potrivite v\u00e2rstei lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A doua zi i-am chemat pe am\u00e2ndoi \u00een sufragerie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Avem ceva de discutat, le-am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alina \u0219i-a l\u0103sat telefonul pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rare\u0219 s-a uitat \u00eengrijorat spre noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Divor\u021ba\u021bi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centrebarea lui m-a lovit \u00een piept.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Veronica s-a apropiat de el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu, iubirea mea. Dar vrem s\u0103 schimb\u0103m c\u00e2teva lucruri \u00een familie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Le-am explicat c\u0103 \u0219i ei trebuie s\u0103 contribuie la treburile casei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alina urma s\u0103-\u0219i organizeze singur\u0103 hainele \u0219i s\u0103 ajute la preg\u0103tirea cinei de dou\u0103 ori pe s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rare\u0219 avea s\u0103 duc\u0103 gunoiul, s\u0103-\u0219i str\u00e2ng\u0103 lucrurile \u0219i s\u0103 se ocupe de c\u00e2teva sarcini simple.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au protestat am\u00e2ndoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dar eu am teme! a spus Alina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i noi avem serviciu, i-a r\u0103spuns Veronica. Tocmai de aceea trebuie s\u0103 ne ajut\u0103m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu le-a convenit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar, dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva zile, au \u00eenceput s\u0103 se obi\u0219nuiasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am stabilit \u0219i ca fiecare dintre noi s\u0103 aib\u0103 timp personal, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fie f\u0103cut s\u0103 se simt\u0103 vinovat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen weekendul urm\u0103tor, Veronica a plecat c\u00e2teva ore cu o prieten\u0103 la o cafenea \u0219i apoi la o plimbare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu am r\u0103mas acas\u0103 cu copiii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd s-a \u00eentors, p\u0103rea mai lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cum a fost? am \u00eentrebat-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bine. Nici nu-mi aminteam c\u00e2nd am stat ultima dat\u0103 dou\u0103 ore f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 gr\u0103besc undeva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci trebuie s\u0103 mai faci asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu s-a schimbat totul peste noapte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cenc\u0103 avem luni \u00een care banii nu ne ajung.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cenc\u0103 ne cert\u0103m uneori din oboseal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alina mai uit\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i fac\u0103 partea ei, iar Rare\u0219 \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 negocieze fiecare treab\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar acum ne oprim \u00eenainte ca discu\u021biile s\u0103 se transforme \u00een repro\u0219uri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, c\u00e2nd unul dintre noi spune c\u0103 nu mai poate, cel\u0103lalt \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 asculte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103 de ianuarie am ajuns acas\u0103 dup\u0103 o zi grea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Veronica preg\u0103tea cina, iar copiii puneau farfuriile pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am oprit \u00een prag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce face\u021bi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rare\u0219 a ridicat privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Punem masa. Nu vezi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u00e2d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Veronica mi-a z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Du-te \u0219i schimb\u0103-te. M\u00e2nc\u0103m \u00een zece minute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, nu am sim\u021bit c\u0103 intru \u00eentr-o cas\u0103 plin\u0103 de repro\u0219uri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 weekendul de la Bu\u0219teni ne-a salvat c\u0103snicia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Poate c\u0103 doar ne-a obligat s\u0103 recunoa\u0219tem c\u00e2t de obosi\u021bi eram am\u00e2ndoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar am \u00een\u021beles ceva ce tata \u00eencercase s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 cu mul\u021bi ani \u00een urm\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu dovede\u0219ti c\u00e2t \u00ee\u021bi iube\u0219ti familia distrug\u00e2ndu-te \u00eencet pentru ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i nici nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 e\u0219ti un so\u021b sau un tat\u0103 mai bun dac\u0103 nu recuno\u0219ti niciodat\u0103 c\u0103 ai nevoie de ajutor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uneori, cel mai important lucru pe care \u00eel po\u021bi face pentru cei dragi este s\u0103 le spui adev\u0103rul \u00eenainte ca oboseala s\u0103 se transforme \u00een resentimente.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar eu \u0219i Veronica am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat, poate pu\u021bin t\u00e2rziu, c\u0103 o familie nu trebuie dus\u0103 \u00een spate de un singur om.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Trebuie construit\u0103 \u0219i \u00eengrijit\u0103 \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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