Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49 Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se face frig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sunat-o pe Dana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De data asta nu mai voiam mesaje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u0103spuns dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCristina, \u00eemi pare r\u0103u. N-ar fi trebuit s\u0103 m\u0103 bag.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu te-ai b\u0103gat. Eu te-am \u00eentrebat.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDe ce credeai c\u0103 suntem desp\u0103r\u021bi\u021bi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103\u2026 asta se \u0219tia.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCe \u00eenseamn\u0103 \u00abse \u0219tia\u00bb?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eC\u0103 sunte\u021bi c\u0103s\u0103tori\u021bi \u00een acte, dar ave\u021bi vie\u021bi separate.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am a\u0219ezat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCine v-a spus?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMihai.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCe anume a spus Mihai?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dana era evident incomod\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu \u0219tiu exact ce a spus fiec\u0103ruia. Dar de ani de zile lumea \u0219tie c\u0103 voi practic nu mai sunte\u021bi \u00eempreun\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDe c\u00e2\u021bi ani?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCristina\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDe c\u00e2\u021bi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCred c\u0103 de patru sau cinci.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cinci ani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen ultimii cinci ani fuseser\u0103m \u00een concediu \u00eempreun\u0103 de \u0219ase ori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cei organizasem aniversarea de cincizeci de ani a fratelui lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cei \u00eengrijisem mama dup\u0103 o opera\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dormeam \u00een acela\u0219i pat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pl\u0103team aceea\u0219i rat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne certam pentru cine cump\u0103r\u0103 detergent \u0219i ne \u00eemp\u0103cam la cafea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar la serviciul lui eu eram aproape fosta so\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am \u00eentors acas\u0103 \u00eenaintea lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd Mihai a intrat, eram \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDana mi-a spus.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-a \u00eentrebat ce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asta mi-a confirmat tot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eColegii t\u0103i cred c\u0103 suntem desp\u0103r\u021bi\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i-a l\u0103sat geanta jos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCristina\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDormim \u00een acela\u0219i pat, Mihai.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218tiu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAtunci explic\u0103-mi cum am ajuns s\u0103 fim desp\u0103r\u021bi\u021bi la serviciul t\u0103u.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a a\u0219ezat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu le-am spus c\u0103 suntem divor\u021ba\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCe u\u0219urare.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu asta vreau s\u0103 spun.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAtunci spune exact ce le-ai spus.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, \u00eencet, a \u00eenceput.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Prima minciun\u0103 fusese cu aproape cinci ani \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Firma lui preg\u0103tea un proiect important la Cluj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218eful \u00eentrebase cine putea pleca des, uneori de pe o zi pe alta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mihai ridicase m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cineva glumise:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i nevasta te las\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar el r\u0103spunsese:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNoi avem vie\u021bi destul de separate. Nu e o problem\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O singur\u0103 propozi\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Proiectul \u00eei adusese bani \u00een plus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi o promovare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 aceea devenise omul pe care firma putea conta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cluj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bra\u0219ov.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni la Timi\u0219oara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cine t\u00e2rzii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Weekenduri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i de fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd cineva \u00eentreba de mine?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eL\u0103sam lucrurile a\u0219a.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCum?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu corectam.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u00e2s f\u0103r\u0103 pic de veselie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu corectai.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eLa \u00eenceput nu mi-am dat seama c\u00e2t de departe ajunsese.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDar c\u00e2nd au \u00eenceput petrecerile cu so\u021bii \u021bi-ai dat seama.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDe asta nu m\u0103 luai.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDa.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 dac\u0103 ap\u0103ream l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine, trebuia s\u0103 explici cum de femeia de care e\u0219ti \u00abpractic desp\u0103r\u021bit\u00bb vine \u021bin\u00e2ndu-te de bra\u021b.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDa.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een dou\u0103 zile aveam r\u0103spunsul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i era mai ur\u00e2t dec\u00e2t variantele pe care mi le imaginasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDeci nu \u021bi-a fost ru\u0219ine cu mine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNiciodat\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u021ai-a fost util s\u0103 nu exist.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A tres\u0103rit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu spune a\u0219a.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCum s\u0103 spun?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAm f\u0103cut-o pentru noi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acolo m-am ridicat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu \u00eendr\u0103zni.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eBanii \u00een plus au venit \u00een casa asta. Promovarea aia ne-a ajutat s\u0103 pl\u0103tim rata.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i eu trebuie s\u0103 fiu recunosc\u0103toare?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu asta spun.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eBa exact asta spui. C\u0103 m-ai \u0219ters din via\u021ba ta de la serviciu, dar m\u0103car ai adus banii acas\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCristina, n-am avut o aventur\u0103. N-am avut alt\u0103 familie. N-am f\u0103cut nimic cu vreo femeie.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218tiu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a uitat surprins.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i asta face lucrurile mai rele.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCum poate s\u0103 fie mai r\u0103u?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 n-ai f\u0103cut-o din pasiune, dintr-o prostie de moment sau pentru c\u0103 \u021bi-ai pierdut min\u021bile dup\u0103 cineva. Ai f\u0103cut-o calculat. Cinci ani.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea am dormit separat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A doua zi i-am spus singurul lucru despre care credeam c\u0103 ne mai putea da o \u0219ans\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSpune-le adev\u0103rul.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a uitat la mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCui?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eColegilor t\u0103i.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fa\u021ba i s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCristina, nu pot s\u0103 m\u0103 duc la serviciu \u0219i s\u0103 fac un anun\u021b despre c\u0103snicia mea.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu \u021bi-am cerut un anun\u021b.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAtunci ce?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCorecteaz\u0103 minciuna.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCum?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTu ai inventat-o. G\u0103se\u0219te tu cum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a ridicat \u0219i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 se plimbe prin camer\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu \u00een\u021belegi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCe nu \u00een\u021beleg?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCum o s\u0103 arate.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAdev\u0103rul?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eFaptul c\u0103 i-am l\u0103sat ani \u00eentregi s\u0103 cread\u0103 altceva.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eExact.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u00cemi pot pierde credibilitatea.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDeci acum am ajuns la adev\u0103r.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu e at\u00e2t de simplu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eBa este. Ca s\u0103-\u021bi p\u0103strezi imaginea la serviciu, trebuie s\u0103 continui s\u0103 te por\u021bi ca \u0219i cum eu nu exist.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu am spus asta.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAtunci spune-le.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-a spus c\u0103 da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i acolo a \u00eenceput adev\u0103rata noastr\u0103 ceart\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu despre fotografia de Cr\u0103ciun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu despre petreceri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci despre pre\u021bul adev\u0103rului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Timp de c\u00e2teva zile Mihai a \u00eencercat s\u0103 g\u0103seasc\u0103 variante.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 doar cu \u0219eful.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0103 lase lucrurile s\u0103 se sting\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0103 \u00eenceap\u0103 pur \u0219i simplu s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 despre mine, f\u0103r\u0103 explica\u021bii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu refuzam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu vreau s\u0103 devin dintr-odat\u0103 so\u021bia ta dup\u0103 cinci ani f\u0103r\u0103 ca nimeni s\u0103 \u0219tie c\u0103 ai min\u021bit.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eVrei s\u0103 m\u0103 umilesc.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu. Vreau s\u0103 nu mai fiu eu cea umilit\u0103 ca s\u0103 fii tu protejat.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Peste dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni urma aniversarea firmei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu parteneri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mihai primise invita\u021bia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 mi-a spus:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eVreau s\u0103 vii.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i ce le spui?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAtunci nu vin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu trei zile \u00eenainte de eveniment, a venit acas\u0103 \u0219i mi-a spus:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAm vorbit cu directorul.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ridicat privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eI-am spus adev\u0103rul.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTot?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eC\u0103 nu am fost niciodat\u0103 separat de tine. C\u0103 am l\u0103sat inten\u021bionat impresia asta pentru c\u0103 voiam s\u0103 par disponibil pentru proiecte.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCe a zis?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mihai a r\u00e2s amar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eC\u0103 profesional nu-l intereseaz\u0103 dac\u0103 sunt c\u0103s\u0103torit sau nu. Dar \u00eel intereseaz\u0103 c\u0103 am min\u021bit.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asta \u00eel lovise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu pentru c\u0103 \u00eel concediase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu o f\u0103cuse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar proiectul mare pentru care Mihai fusese propus \u00een anul urm\u0103tor urma s\u0103 fie reevaluat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i omul care \u00ee\u0219i construise reputa\u021bia de \u201edisponibil \u0219i de \u00eencredere\u201d trebuia acum s\u0103 explice de ce una dintre cele dou\u0103 calit\u0103\u021bi fusese construit\u0103 pe o minciun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u00ce\u021bi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 le-ai spus?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-a privit mult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u00cemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 am ajuns s\u0103 am ceva de spus.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am mers cu el la aniversare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd am intrat \u00een restaurant, Mihai m\u0103 \u021binea de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu aveam stomacul str\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dana a fost prima care a venit la noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eM\u0103 bucur c\u0103 ai venit.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi au venit ceilal\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Unii se purtau normal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Al\u021bii aveau acea privire a oamenilor care \u0219tiu c\u0103 exist\u0103 o poveste, dar nu \u00eendr\u0103znesc s\u0103 \u00eentrebe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La un moment dat, o coleg\u0103 de-a lui Mihai, pe care n-o mai \u00eent\u00e2lnisem niciodat\u0103, mi-a \u00eentins m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCristina, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it te cunoa\u0219tem.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la Mihai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00eenainte probabil ar fi z\u00e2mbit \u0219i ar fi schimbat repede subiectul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De data asta a spus el:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAr fi trebuit s-o cunoa\u0219te\u021bi de mult.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Femeia s-a uitat la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mihai a continuat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCristina a fost so\u021bia mea \u00een tot timpul \u0103sta. N-am fost desp\u0103r\u021bi\u021bi. Eu v-am l\u0103sat s\u0103 crede\u021bi asta.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a f\u0103cut o lini\u0219te scurt\u0103 \u0219i incomod\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu l-am salvat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu am glumit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu am explicat \u00een locul lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era minciuna lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103, tot el trebuia s\u0103-i suporte greutatea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 \u00eencrederea se repar\u0103 \u00eentr-o sear\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A noastr\u0103 sigur nu s-a reparat atunci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar c\u00e2nd am plecat, Mihai nu s-a gr\u0103bit \u00eenaintea mea spre ma\u0219in\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u0103mas l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 cinci ani, c\u00e2nd cineva de la serviciul lui ne-a v\u0103zut ie\u0219ind \u00eempreun\u0103, nu mai exista nicio poveste de spus despre cine eram eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adev\u0103rul era suficient.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49 Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se face frig. Am sunat-o pe Dana. De data asta nu mai voiam mesaje. A r\u0103spuns dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva secunde. \u201eCristina, \u00eemi pare r\u0103u. N-ar fi trebuit s\u0103 m\u0103 bag.\u201d \u201eNu te-ai b\u0103gat. Eu te-am \u00eentrebat.\u201d A t\u0103cut. \u201eDe ce credeai c\u0103 suntem desp\u0103r\u021bi\u021bi?\u201d \u201ePentru … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-7033","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7033","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7033"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7033\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":7034,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7033\/revisions\/7034"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7033"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7033"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7033"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}