Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49
C\u00e2nd am ie\u0219it din cafenea aproape de pr\u00e2nz, aveam \u0219apte apeluri de la Radu \u0219i patru mesaje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eUnde e\u0219ti?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eIoana, r\u0103spunde-mi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eHai s\u0103 discut\u0103m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ultimul era:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAm fost un idiot.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu i-am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu voiam s\u0103 divor\u021bez \u00een diminea\u021ba aceea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nici nu voiam s\u0103-l pedepsesc prin t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Voiam doar s\u0103 termin proiectul pentru care aveam termen \u0219i s\u0103 nu mai abandonez \u00eenc\u0103 o zi de munc\u0103 pentru o problem\u0103 creat\u0103 de Radu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns acas\u0103, era \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Putem vorbi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am l\u0103sat geanta jos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Putem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 te-am auzit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru ce am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai min\u021bit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A ezitat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am exagerat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Asta nu te-am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu s-a uitat la mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da. Am min\u021bit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A fost prima propozi\u021bie care m-a interesat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu. Mihai se pl\u00e2ngea de Loredana \u0219i am \u00eenceput \u0219i eu. A devenit un fel de concurs stupid despre cine o duce mai greu acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i ai c\u00e2\u0219tigat?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i-a cobor\u00e2t privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Probabil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Felicit\u0103ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ioana\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu. Vreau doar s\u0103 fie foarte clar. Nu te las f\u0103r\u0103 m\u00e2ncare. Nu te dau afar\u0103 din cas\u0103. Nu \u00eencerc s\u0103-\u021bi fac via\u021ba imposibil\u0103. Pur \u0219i simplu nu mai fac lucrurile tale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Vom vedea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen primele zile, Radu a fost convins c\u0103 totul avea s\u0103 treac\u0103 repede.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218tia s\u0103 porneasc\u0103 ma\u0219ina de sp\u0103lat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218tia s\u0103 fac\u0103 o omlet\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218tia s\u0103 foloseasc\u0103 fierul de c\u0103lcat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Problema nu era c\u0103 nu putea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Problema era c\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci nu trebuise s\u0103 se g\u00e2ndeasc\u0103 la toate astea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mar\u021bi diminea\u021ba \u0219i-a c\u0103lcat singur c\u0103ma\u0219a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Miercuri a descoperit la ora opt seara c\u0103 nu avea nimic preg\u0103tit pentru pr\u00e2nzul de a doua zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Joi \u0219i-a pus hainele la sp\u0103lat prea t\u00e2rziu \u0219i a trebuit s\u0103 plece la serviciu cu altceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vineri a intrat \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie \u0219i m-a g\u0103sit m\u00e2nc\u00e2nd paste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai f\u0103cut doar pentru tine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Serios?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Radu, acum o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 le spuneai prietenilor c\u0103 g\u0103tesc c\u00e2nd \u00eemi amintesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A deschis frigiderul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bine. Am \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu cred.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eenchis u\u0219a ceva mai tare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar \u0219i-a f\u0103cut singur dou\u0103 sandvi\u0219uri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu, \u00een schimb, aveam dintr-odat\u0103 timp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am acceptat dou\u0103 proiecte pe care le tot am\u00e2nam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am lucrat dou\u0103 dup\u0103-amiezi dintr-o cafenea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit cu o fost\u0103 coleg\u0103 pe care o refuzasem de trei ori \u00een ultima lun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u201e\u00eenflorisem\u201d miraculos \u00een zece zile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doar nu mai petreceam buc\u0103\u021bi din fiecare zi rezolv\u00e2nd automat lucrurile unui alt adult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 aproape dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, Radu a cedat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu pentru c\u0103 apartamentul devenise o cocin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu devenise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00ce\u0219i sp\u0103la vasele, \u00ee\u0219i str\u00e2ngea lucrurile \u0219i \u00eenv\u0103\u021base repede s\u0103 nu mai lase hainele oriunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A cedat pentru c\u0103 \u00eencepuse s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 timpul pe care \u00eel consumau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103 m-a g\u0103sit preg\u0103tindu-m\u0103 s\u0103 plec la o expozi\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ioana, stai dou\u0103 minute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Spune.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu mai vreau s\u0103 ne purt\u0103m a\u0219a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nici eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci hai s\u0103 revenim la normal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am pus cercelul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 La normalul cui?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Asta este problema, Radu. Pentru tine \u201enormal\u201d \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 eu reiau tot ce f\u0103ceam \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu asta am vrut s\u0103 spun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci ce ai \u00een\u021beles?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u0103mas c\u00e2teva secunde t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u0103 f\u0103ceai mult mai multe dec\u00e2t vedeam eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Asta ai \u00een\u021beles despre cas\u0103. Dar despre mine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a a\u0219ezat pe marginea patului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u0103 te-am f\u0103cut de r\u00e2s ca s\u0103 m\u0103 dau mare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i c\u0103 dup\u0103 aia am ie\u0219it la mas\u0103 cu tine \u0219i m-am purtat de parc\u0103 nu spusesem nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Exact asta m\u0103 duruse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu c\u0103 nu \u0219tia c\u00e2t dureaz\u0103 s\u0103 calci o c\u0103ma\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai mai f\u0103cut-o?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu n-a r\u0103spuns imediat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Au mai fost glume.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Despre mine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cu Mihai?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i cu ceilal\u021bi, uneori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am luat geanta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci problema noastr\u0103 e mai mare dec\u00e2t rufele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bine. Eu plec.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i noi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Noi nu ne desp\u0103r\u021bim \u00een seara asta. Dar nici nu ne \u00eentoarcem la ce era \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am plecat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen urm\u0103toarele s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, Radu nu s-a transformat peste noapte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A mai uitat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne-am mai certat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar ceva s-a schimbat: nu mai a\u0219tepta ca eu s\u0103 observ prima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bit concret lucrurile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
El \u0219i-a preluat complet hainele, cump\u0103r\u0103turile s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2nale \u0219i buc\u0103t\u0103ria dup\u0103 cin\u0103. G\u0103titul l-am \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bit \u00een func\u021bie de program. Cur\u0103\u021benia mare o f\u0103ceam \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu nu mi-am mai mutat automat proiectele pentru treburi care puteau a\u0219tepta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar mai r\u0103m\u00e2nea un lucru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Prietenii lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La aproximativ o lun\u0103 dup\u0103 gr\u0103tar, Mihai ne-a invitat la ziua lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am vrut s\u0103 refuz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu mi-a spus:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 A\u0219 vrea s\u0103 vii. Dar dac\u0103 nu vrei, \u00een\u021beleg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am mers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Spre sf\u00e2r\u0219itul serii, Mihai a f\u0103cut o glum\u0103 despre c\u00e2t de greu este s\u0103 convingi \u201efemeile care lucreaz\u0103 de acas\u0103\u201d s\u0103 mai fac\u0103 \u0219i altceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi s-a uitat spre Radu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tu \u0219tii despre ce vorbesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu n-a r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De fapt, nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mihai a ridicat spr\u00e2ncenele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cum nu? Tu ne-ai povestit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu s-a uitat spre ceilal\u021bi doi prieteni de la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i v-am spus ni\u0219te prostii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ioana munce\u0219te. Iar \u00een cas\u0103 f\u0103cea mai multe dec\u00e2t mine. Eu am prezentat-o ca pe una care st\u0103 toat\u0103 ziua pe canapea pentru c\u0103 mi s-a p\u0103rut amuzant atunci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mihai a \u00eencercat s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hai, m\u0103, c\u0103 glumeam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Eu nu mai glumesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu s-a uitat spre mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am f\u0103cut-o de r\u00e2s ca s\u0103 r\u00e2de\u021bi voi. A fost vina mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu i-am str\u00e2ns m\u00e2na sub mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu l-am s\u0103rutat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu voiam s\u0103 transform momentul \u00eentr-o recompens\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar am \u0219tiut c\u0103 f\u0103cuse un lucru important: corectase \u00een fa\u021ba acelora\u0219i oameni imaginea fals\u0103 pe care tot el o construise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au trecut \u0219ase luni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu \u0219i Radu suntem \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eempreun\u0103 \u0219i nu am discutat despre divor\u021b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar c\u0103snicia noastr\u0103 nu s-a \u00eentors la forma de dinainte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i nici nu vreau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Treburile casei au r\u0103mas \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bite. Radu \u00ee\u0219i spal\u0103 \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i calc\u0103 singur hainele, face cump\u0103r\u0103turile \u0219i \u00ee\u0219i respect\u0103 partea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 a\u0219tepte s\u0103-i spun eu ce trebuie f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu continui s\u0103 lucrez ca ilustratoare \u0219i nu mai tratez orele mele de munc\u0103 drept timpul disponibil al familiei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar Radu nu a mai vorbit despre mine \u00een fa\u021ba prietenilor \u00eentr-un fel \u00een care n-ar fi vorbit dac\u0103 eram l\u00e2ng\u0103 el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103 \u0219i-a aruncat din reflex \u0219osetele l\u00e2ng\u0103 co\u0219ul de rufe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A f\u0103cut doi pa\u0219i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a \u00eentors, le-a ridicat \u0219i le-a pus \u00een co\u0219.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu eram pe canapea, cu laptopul \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De data asta n-am ridicat nici m\u0103car privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai era treaba mea.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49C\u00e2nd am ie\u0219it din cafenea aproape de pr\u00e2nz, aveam \u0219apte apeluri de la Radu \u0219i patru mesaje. \u201eUnde e\u0219ti?\u201d \u201eIoana, r\u0103spunde-mi.\u201d \u201eHai s\u0103 discut\u0103m.\u201d Ultimul era: \u201eAm fost un idiot.\u201d Nu i-am r\u0103spuns. Nu voiam s\u0103 divor\u021bez \u00een diminea\u021ba aceea. Nici nu voiam s\u0103-l pedepsesc prin t\u0103cere. Voiam doar … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6394","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6394","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6394"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6394\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6395,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6394\/revisions\/6395"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6394"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6394"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6394"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}