Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49
N-am ajuns nici la cap\u0103tul str\u0103zii c\u00e2nd telefonul a \u00eenceput s\u0103 sune.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andrei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A sunat din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi tata.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis telefonul \u0219i am continuat s\u0103 merg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen sta\u021bia de la marginea satului m\u0103 a\u0219tepta Alina, o fost\u0103 coleg\u0103 de liceu care locuia de c\u00e2\u021biva ani \u00een Bucure\u0219ti. C\u00e2nd \u00eei spusesem cu o sear\u0103 \u00eenainte c\u0103 vreau s\u0103 plec, \u00eemi r\u0103spunsese simplu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201cPo\u021bi sta la mine p\u00e2n\u0103 te pui pe picioare.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen ma\u0219in\u0103, am rezistat aproape zece minute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Copiii mei au r\u0103mas acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alina n-a \u00eencercat s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 c\u0103 f\u0103cusem bine sau r\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i ce faci acum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am \u0219ters fa\u021ba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tot ce trebuie ca s\u0103-i aduc l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen aceea\u0219i dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103 am vorbit cu Rare\u0219 \u0219i Ilinca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mami, c\u00e2nd vii? m-a \u00eentrebat Ilinca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A fost cea mai grea \u00eentrebare pe care o auzisem vreodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u00e2t pot de repede.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tata spune c\u0103 ai plecat de la noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu am plecat de la voi. S\u0103 nu ui\u021bi asta niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare am \u00eenceput serviciul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu era via\u021ba spectaculoas\u0103 pe care tata \u00ee\u0219i imagina c\u0103 plecasem s-o caut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dormeam pe canapeaua Alinei, mergeam cu metroul la munc\u0103 \u0219i calculam fiecare leu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar aveam un salariu al meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, mai important, aveam un plan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen prima s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 am discutat cu o avocat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-a explicat ce trebuia s\u0103 fac, ce documente \u00eemi trebuiau \u0219i de ce era important s\u0103-mi construiesc rapid o situa\u021bie stabil\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u0219a c\u0103 am muncit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i am vorbit cu copiii \u00een fiecare zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uneori Andrei r\u0103spundea primul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Te-ai s\u0103turat de Bucure\u0219ti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mai ai timp s\u0103 vii acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sunt acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Casa ta este aici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu mai este.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 o lun\u0103, am \u00eenchiriat o garsonier\u0103 mic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 dou\u0103, aveam bani pu\u0219i deoparte \u0219i toate actele preg\u0103tite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu devenisem bogat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu aveam ma\u0219in\u0103 scump\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu m\u0103 transformasem peste noapte \u00eentr-o alt\u0103 femeie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aveam doar ceva ce nu mai avusesem de foarte mult timp:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
posibilitatea s\u0103 spun \u201cnu\u201d f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi fie fric\u0103 de ce urmeaz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen tot timpul acela, mama m\u0103 suna c\u00e2nd tata nu era prin preajm\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La \u00eenceput vorbea \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai m\u00e2ncat?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai c\u0103ldur\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Te descurci?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 M\u0103 descurc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103 am \u00eentrebat-o:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tu e\u0219ti bine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De c\u00e2nd ai plecat, taic\u0103-tu spune c\u0103 eu te-am \u00eempins s\u0103 faci asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mie nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas surprins\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cum adic\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vocea ei era mai hot\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103 dec\u00e2t o auzisem vreodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Treizeci \u0219i cinci de ani am t\u0103cut ca s\u0103 fie lini\u0219te \u00een cas\u0103. \u0218tii ce am descoperit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u0103 lini\u0219te n-a fost niciodat\u0103. Doar eu nu vorbeam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-am \u0219tiut ce s\u0103-i r\u0103spund.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi mi-a povestit c\u0103 tata \u00eei repro\u0219ase din nou:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai b\u0103gat prostii \u00een capul fetei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar mama \u00eei r\u0103spunsese:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu. I-am spus o singur\u0103 dat\u0103 ce trebuia s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 \u0219i mie cineva acum treizeci de ani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103, plecarea mea nu mai p\u0103rea doar despre mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 aproape patru luni, m-am \u00eentors \u00een sat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu ca s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i nici ca s\u0103 demonstrez ceva vecinilor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Venisem pentru copii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andrei m-a v\u0103zut cobor\u00e2nd din ma\u0219in\u0103 \u0219i a r\u0103mas \u00een poart\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Te-ai \u00eentors.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am venit s\u0103 vorbim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiam eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce \u0219tiai?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u0103 Bucure\u0219tiul nu e pentru tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am scos un dosar din geant\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Z\u00e2mbetul i-a disp\u0103rut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce-i \u0103la?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Actele pentru divor\u021b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Maria, nu fi ridicol\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu sunt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Putem uita tot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Eu nu vreau s\u0103 uit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 M\u0103 schimb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ani \u00eentregi a\u0219teptasem exact cuvintele acelea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acum nu mai \u00eensemnau aproape nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu m-am \u00eentors pentru tine, Andrei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci de ce ai venit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru Rare\u0219 \u0219i Ilinca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fa\u021ba i s-a \u00eent\u0103rit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Copiii r\u0103m\u00e2n aici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Asta nu mai hot\u0103r\u0103\u0219ti singur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tata a ie\u0219it \u0219i el din curte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce cau\u021bi aici?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am \u00eentors spre el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am venit s\u0103-mi v\u0103d copiii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Eu nu mai am nicio fiic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2ndva, cuvintele acelea m-ar fi distrus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acum doar m-au \u00eentristat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 sim\u021bi asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai f\u0103cut familia de r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu, tat\u0103. Am refuzat s\u0103 mai tr\u0103iesc pentru oamenii de la poart\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Te crezi mare doamn\u0103 acum c\u0103 stai la Bucure\u0219ti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ar\u0103tat spre cas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sunt aceea\u0219i Maria pe care ai crescut-o. Doar c\u0103 acum nu mai po\u021bi decide tu pentru ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen spatele lui a ap\u0103rut mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu s-a mai ascuns \u00een u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A venit direct l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tata a privit-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tu iar \u00eencepi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama l-a privit calm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu, Vasile. Eu abia acum \u00eencep.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Procesul n-a fost simplu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andrei a \u00eencercat s\u0103 prezinte plecarea mea drept dovada c\u0103-mi abandonasem familia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu am ar\u0103tat c\u0103 lucram, aveam o locuin\u021b\u0103 stabil\u0103, \u021binusem permanent leg\u0103tura cu copiii \u0219i \u00eencepusem demersurile imediat dup\u0103 plecare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au urmat luni grele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Discu\u021bii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Evalu\u0103ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Drumuri \u00eentre Bucure\u0219ti \u0219i sat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rare\u0219 \u0219i Ilinca au fost asculta\u021bi \u0219i ei \u00eentr-un cadru potrivit v\u00e2rstei lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu am c\u00e2\u0219tigat pentru c\u0103 eram \u201cmama\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i Andrei nu a pierdut pentru c\u0103 era \u201ctat\u0103l\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a stabilit o solu\u021bie prin care copiii puteau locui \u00een principal cu mine, iar rela\u021bia lor cu Andrei s\u0103 continue \u00een condi\u021bii clare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen ziua \u00een care i-am adus la Bucure\u0219ti, Ilinca a intrat \u00een garsonier\u0103 \u0219i s-a uitat \u00een jur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aveam o canapea, o mas\u0103 mic\u0103, dou\u0103 paturi pentru ei \u0219i c\u00e2teva cutii \u00eenc\u0103 nedesf\u0103cute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Aici st\u0103m?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rare\u0219 s-a uitat la mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i nu mai pleci?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am a\u0219ezat \u00een fa\u021ba lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu am plecat niciodat\u0103 de la voi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ilinca m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at prima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci am pl\u00e2ns din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar de data aceea nu eram \u00eentr-o ma\u0219in\u0103 care m\u0103 ducea departe de ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eram cu am\u00e2ndoi \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Via\u021ba nu s-a transformat \u00eentr-un basm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au existat zile \u00een care copiii \u00eel doreau pe tat\u0103l lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zile \u00een care erau sup\u0103ra\u021bi pe mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zile \u00een care m\u0103 \u00eentrebam dac\u0103 luasem fiecare decizie corect.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar casa noastr\u0103 avea o regul\u0103 pe care am \u021binut-o cu orice pre\u021b:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
nimeni nu trebuia s\u0103 tac\u0103 doar pentru ca altcineva s\u0103 fie mul\u021bumit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2teva luni mai t\u00e2rziu, \u00eentr-o s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103 diminea\u021b\u0103, cineva a sunat la u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Avea o geant\u0103 mic\u0103 pe um\u0103r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103? Ce faci aici?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu z\u00e2mbetul acela precaut pe care \u00eel v\u0103zusem toat\u0103 copil\u0103ria.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un z\u00e2mbet adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am venit s\u0103-mi v\u0103d nepo\u021bii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit spre geanta ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Stai c\u00e2teva zile?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 m\u0103 prime\u0219ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am tras-o \u00een\u0103untru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi mi-a venit un g\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tata \u0219tie c\u0103 ai venit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama s-a oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru o secund\u0103 am rev\u0103zut femeia care st\u0103tuse \u00een cadrul u\u0219ii \u00een diminea\u021ba plec\u0103rii mele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi a ridicat capul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu i-am cerut voie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenceput am\u00e2ndou\u0103 s\u0103 r\u00e2dem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen dup\u0103-amiaza aceea, mama a stat la masa mea cu Rare\u0219 \u0219i Ilinca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cei ascultam vorbind \u0219i m-am g\u00e2ndit la ziua \u00een care ie\u0219isem pe poarta casei cu o singur\u0103 valiz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci crezusem c\u0103-mi destram familia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tata \u00eemi spusese asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andrei \u00eemi spusese asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i o parte din mine \u00eei crezuse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mai t\u00e2rziu am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uneori primul om care rupe un tipar pare, pentru ceilal\u021bi, omul care distruge totul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar eu nu-mi p\u0103r\u0103sisem copiii ca s\u0103 aleg o via\u021b\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Plecasem ca s\u0103 pot construi una \u00een care s\u0103-i aduc al\u0103turi de mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar dac\u0103 Rare\u0219 \u0219i Ilinca aveau s\u0103 \u00eenve\u021be ceva din toate acele luni, speram s\u0103 fie at\u00e2t:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
o familie nu se p\u0103streaz\u0103 prin fric\u0103, t\u0103cere \u0219i sacrificiul unui singur om.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i uneori, ca s\u0103 le ar\u0103\u021bi copiilor unde este ie\u0219irea, trebuie s\u0103 ai tu curajul s\u0103 treci prima pragul.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49N-am ajuns nici la cap\u0103tul str\u0103zii c\u00e2nd telefonul a \u00eenceput s\u0103 sune. Andrei. N-am r\u0103spuns. A sunat din nou. Apoi tata. Am \u00eenchis telefonul \u0219i am continuat s\u0103 merg. \u00cen sta\u021bia de la marginea satului m\u0103 a\u0219tepta Alina, o fost\u0103 coleg\u0103 de liceu care locuia de c\u00e2\u021biva ani \u00een … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6161","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6161","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=6161"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6161\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":6162,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6161\/revisions\/6162"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=6161"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=6161"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=6161"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}