Despre mine, a spus.<\/p>\n
Un singur cuv\u00e2nt, dar a c\u0103zut greu, ca o piatr\u0103 \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
S-a ridicat \u00eencet \u0219i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 se plimbe prin camer\u0103, ca un om care nu mai poate fugi de nimic. Lumina de la veioz\u0103 \u00eei f\u0103cea umbre ciudate pe fa\u021b\u0103. Nu-l mai recuno\u0219team.<\/p>\n
\u201eCrezi c\u0103 ne-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103tor \u00een cafenea?\u201d a \u00eentrebat, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 priveasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
N-am r\u0103spuns. Sim\u021beam cum \u00eemi bate inima \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu a fost \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103tor\u201d, a continuat. \u201e\u0218tiam c\u0103 vii acolo. Te-am c\u0103utat.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit un fior rece pe \u0219ira spin\u0103rii.<\/p>\n
Mi-a spus c\u0103, \u00een urm\u0103 cu c\u00e2\u021biva ani, c\u00e2nd ie\u0219ise dintr-o perioad\u0103 ur\u00e2t\u0103 a vie\u021bii lui, \u00eencepuse s\u0103 caute oameni din trecut. Nu ca s\u0103 se laude c\u0103 s-a schimbat, ci ca s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 ce f\u0103cuse.<\/p>\n
\u201ePe tine nu te-am uitat niciodat\u0103\u201d, a spus. \u201eNici o zi.\u201d<\/p>\n
Apoi a venit partea care m-a l\u0103sat f\u0103r\u0103 aer.<\/p>\n
\u00cen liceu, nu fusese doar un b\u0103iat nesim\u021bit. Fusese obsedat. M\u0103 urm\u0103rise. \u00cemi citise jurnalul c\u00e2nd \u00eel l\u0103sam \u00een banc\u0103. \u00cemi \u0219tia temerile \u00eenainte s\u0103 le spun cuiva. De asta \u0219tia mereu exact ce s\u0103 spun\u0103 ca s\u0103 doar\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u201eNu te uram\u201d, a zis, cu voce joas\u0103. \u201eTe invidiam. Erai tot ce eu nu eram.\u201d<\/p>\n
Mi-au dat lacrimile. Ani de zile m\u0103 \u00eentrebasem ce era at\u00e2t de gre\u0219it la mine. Iar el \u00eemi spunea c\u0103 problema fusese, de fapt, a lui.<\/p>\n
\u201eC\u00e2nd te-am v\u0103zut \u00een cafenea\u201d, a continuat, \u201eam \u0219tiut c\u0103, dac\u0103 vreau cu adev\u0103rat s\u0103 fiu alt om, trebuie s\u0103 te privesc \u00een ochi. F\u0103r\u0103 m\u0103\u0219ti.\u201d<\/p>\n
L-am \u00eentrebat de ce mi-a spus toate astea abia acum.<\/p>\n
S-a oprit \u00een fa\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 dac\u0103 plecai \u00een seara asta f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tii totul, a\u0219 fi fost din nou acela\u0219i la\u0219.\u201d<\/p>\n
Am stat mult timp \u00een t\u0103cere. Am sim\u021bit furie. Groaz\u0103. Triste\u021be. Dar, surprinz\u0103tor, am sim\u021bit \u0219i claritate.<\/p>\n
Ani la r\u00e2nd, puterea fusese la el. \u00cen seara aceea, era la mine.<\/p>\n
I-am spus c\u0103 adev\u0103rul nu \u0219terge trecutul. C\u0103 dragostea nu vindec\u0103 automat r\u0103nile vechi. C\u0103 o c\u0103s\u0103torie nu e un pansament.<\/p>\n
A dat din cap. \u0218tia.<\/p>\n
\u201eDac\u0103 vrei s\u0103 pleci\u201d, a spus, \u201epleac\u0103. Casa e pe numele t\u0103u. Banii din cont sunt ai t\u0103i. Nu te voi opri.\u201d<\/p>\n
Atunci am \u00een\u021beles ceva important.<\/p>\n
Nu m\u0103 mai temeam.<\/p>\n
Nu mai eram fata care se ascundea \u00een bibliotec\u0103. Eram o femeie care \u0219tia cine este \u0219i ce merit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Am ales s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n. Nu pentru c\u0103 l-am iertat complet \u00een acel moment. Ci pentru c\u0103 adev\u0103rul, spus p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t, mi-a redat mie controlul.<\/p>\n
Au urmat luni grele. Discu\u021bii. Terapie de cuplu. Lacrimi. Reconstruc\u021bie.<\/p>\n
Ast\u0103zi, c\u00e2nd ne bem cafeaua diminea\u021ba, nu tr\u0103im \u00eentr-un basm. Tr\u0103im \u00eentr-o realitate asumat\u0103.<\/p>\n
El nu mai e b\u0103iatul care r\u0103nea. Iar eu nu mai sunt fata care t\u0103cea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i asta, pentru mine, e o victorie mai mare dec\u00e2t orice poveste perfect\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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