Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49
Radu citea \u0219i recitea primul r\u00e2nd de pe foaia cu antetul spitalului, dar parc\u0103 mintea lui refuza s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Adriana \u0219tia asta c\u00e2nd am plecat?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tanti Mariana d\u0103du \u00eencet din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Aflase chiar atunci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i nu mi-a spus?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Femeia \u00eel privi lung.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Deschide scrisoarea, Radu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nd, desf\u0103cu foaia \u00eemp\u0103turit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Scrisul Adrianei \u00eei era at\u00e2t de cunoscut \u00eenc\u00e2t numai vederea lui \u00eel duru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eRadu,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti scrisoarea asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi te-ai \u00eentors.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen ziua \u00een care ai plecat, aveam \u00een geant\u0103 rezultatele analizelor. Te a\u0219teptam acas\u0103 ca s\u0103-\u021bi spun c\u0103 sunt bolnav\u0103 \u0219i c\u0103 medicii vor s\u0103 \u00eencep tratamentul c\u00e2t mai repede.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-am mai apucat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am g\u0103sit bile\u021belul t\u0103u pe masa din buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am vrut s\u0103 te sun. Am avut telefonul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 de zeci de ori. Dar ce puteam s\u0103-\u021bi spun?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00ab\u00centoarce-te, pentru c\u0103 sunt bolnav\u0103\u00bb?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu voiam s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine din mil\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fratele meu ne-a chemat \u00een Canada. M-a ajutat s\u0103 continui investiga\u021biile \u0219i tratamentul, iar fetele sunt cu mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u0219tiu ce va urma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar \u0219tiu c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 lupt pentru ele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dac\u0103 te-ai \u00eentors pentru c\u0103 rela\u021bia pentru care ne-ai p\u0103r\u0103sit s-a terminat, sper s\u0103 fi \u00een\u021beles m\u0103car ceva din toate astea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fetele au avut nevoie de tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu am avut nevoie de tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar tu ai ales s\u0103 nu fii acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adriana.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu cobor\u00ee scrisoarea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce are?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tanti Mariana trase aer \u00een piept.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cancer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cuv\u00e2ntul c\u0103zu greu \u00eentre ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu \u00ee\u0219i duse m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ba da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dar\u2026 acum cum este?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Urmeaz\u0103 tratamentul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i fetele?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sunt cu fratele ei \u0219i cu familia lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu \u00eencepu s\u0103 se plimbe pe palier.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Trebuie s\u0103 vorbesc cu ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Se opri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cum adic\u0103 de ce? Este so\u021bia mea!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Fosta ta so\u021bie, Radu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cuvintele \u00eel lovir\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tanti Mariana continu\u0103:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u00e2nd a avut nevoie de un so\u021b, tu erai cu alt\u0103 femeie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu \u00ee\u0219i cobor\u00ee privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu. Abia acum \u00eencepi s\u0103 \u00een\u021belegi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Florile erau \u00eenc\u0103 pe podea, l\u00e2ng\u0103 perete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Buchetul cu care venise convins c\u0103 poate repara un an de absen\u021b\u0103 p\u0103rea acum ridicol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Vreau s\u0103 merg la ele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru cine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru Adriana. Pentru fete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sau pentru tine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu ridic\u0103 ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce vre\u021bi s\u0103 spune\u021bi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 te duci acolo doar ca s\u0103 te ierte Adriana \u0219i s\u0103 po\u021bi dormi tu lini\u0219tit, mai bine r\u0103m\u00e2i aici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Femeia f\u0103cu o pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dar dac\u0103 e\u0219ti preg\u0103tit s\u0103 fii tat\u0103 chiar \u0219i \u00een cazul \u00een care Adriana nu te va mai primi niciodat\u0103 \u00eenapoi, atunci du-te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Patru zile mai t\u00e2rziu, Radu cobora dintr-un taxi \u00een fa\u021ba unei case de la marginea ora\u0219ului Toronto.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu dormise aproape deloc \u00een avion.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cel sunase pe Andrei, fratele Adrianei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Conversa\u021bia durase mai pu\u021bin de dou\u0103 minute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Vreau s\u0103-mi v\u0103d fetele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ele vor decide dac\u0103 vor s\u0103 te vad\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i Adriana?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t fusese lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Adriana nu-\u021bi datoreaz\u0103 nimic, Radu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acum, \u00een fa\u021ba casei, \u00een\u021belegea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu venise s\u0103-\u0219i ia familia acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai exista acel \u201eacas\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andrei \u00eei deschise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Intr\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu p\u0103\u0219i \u00een hol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i atunci auzi pa\u0219i pe sc\u0103ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ridic\u0103 privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fiica lui cea mare se oprise la jum\u0103tatea treptelor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru o clip\u0103, Radu aproape z\u00e2mbi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Iubita mea\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fata nu cobor\u00ee.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu alerg\u0103 spre el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu-i spuse \u201etata\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doar \u00eel privi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De ce ai venit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu sim\u021bi c\u0103 \u00eentrebarea \u00eel doare mai tare dec\u00e2t orice repro\u0219.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 S\u0103 v\u0103 v\u0103d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Acum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu c\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mama te-a a\u0219teptat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu t\u0103cu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cen primele s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, continu\u0103 fata. De fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd suna telefonul, credea c\u0103 e\u0219ti tu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu sim\u021bi cum \u00eei ard ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i mie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi fata se \u00eentoarse \u0219i urc\u0103 \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu nu \u00eencerc\u0103 s-o opreasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba lui \u00een\u021belesese c\u0103 \u201e\u00eemi pare r\u0103u\u201d nu era o cheie care deschidea automat toate u\u0219ile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adriana era \u00eentr-o camer\u0103 de la etaj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd Radu intr\u0103, aproape c\u0103 nu o recunoscu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sl\u0103bise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Avea p\u0103rul mult mai scurt, iar chipul \u00eei era obosit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar privirea era aceea\u0219i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adriana se uit\u0103 la el c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai venit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mariana \u021bi-a dat scrisoarea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu se a\u0219ez\u0103, dar nu \u00eendr\u0103zni s\u0103 se apropie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Adriana\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 ai venit s\u0103-mi spui c\u0103 vrei s\u0103 ne \u00eemp\u0103c\u0103m, ai f\u0103cut drumul degeaba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ea p\u0103ru surprins\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu \u00ee\u0219i str\u00e2nse m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Asta credeam c\u00e2nd m-am dus la apartament. C\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc, \u00ee\u021bi cer iertare \u0219i cumva\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
R\u00e2se amar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u2026totul o s\u0103 fie ca \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adriana nu spuse nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Apoi am g\u0103sit casa goal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu ridic\u0103 ochii spre ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 via\u021ba voastr\u0103 nu a stat pe loc un an \u00eentreg a\u0219tept\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi vin\u0103 mie mintea la cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adriana \u00ee\u0219i \u00eentoarse privirea spre fereastr\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu-\u021bi cer s\u0103 m\u0103 prime\u0219ti \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci ce vrei?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu \u00eenghi\u021bi greu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Vreau s\u0103-mi dai voie s\u0103 \u00eencerc s\u0103 fiu tat\u0103l fetelor mele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Trebuia s\u0103 fii tat\u0103l lor \u0219i anul trecut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u00e2nd cea mic\u0103 pl\u00e2ngea noaptea \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentreba de ce tata nu mai vine acas\u0103, trebuia s\u0103 fii tat\u0103l lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu \u00ee\u0219i cobor\u00ee capul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u00e2nd eu intram la tratament \u0219i ele r\u0103m\u00e2neau cu Andrei, trebuia s\u0103 fii tat\u0103l lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adriana \u00eel privi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu mai spune c\u0103 \u0219tii. Pentru c\u0103 n-ai fost acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu nu se ap\u0103r\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai avea cu ce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci spune-mi ce pot face acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adriana t\u0103cu mult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai r\u0103bdare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 At\u00e2t?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu. Ai consecven\u021b\u0103. Dac\u0103 le promi\u021bi c\u0103 vii, vii. Dac\u0103 spui c\u0103 suni, suni. Dac\u0103 sunt furioase, le la\u0219i s\u0103 fie furioase. Dac\u0103 nu vor s\u0103 te vad\u0103, nu le faci s\u0103 se simt\u0103 vinovate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi ad\u0103ug\u0103:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i nu folosi boala mea ca s\u0103 te transformi pe tine \u00een victim\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu d\u0103du din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu s-au \u00eemp\u0103cat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u00een s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na aceea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nici \u00een lunile care au urmat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu \u0219i-a prelungit \u0219ederea \u00een Canada \u0219i a \u00eenchiriat un apartament mic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La \u00eenceput, fetele \u00eel vedeau rar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi cea mic\u0103 accept\u0103 s\u0103 ias\u0103 cu el la o \u00eenghe\u021bat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, cea mare \u00eel l\u0103s\u0103 s-o duc\u0103 la \u0219coal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au existat zile \u00een care \u00eel respingeau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i zile \u00een care \u00eei repro\u0219au lucruri la care el nu avea niciun r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu nu mai plec\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai f\u0103cu promisiuni mari.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pur \u0219i simplu ap\u0103rea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adriana continua tratamentul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au fost luni grele, dar organismul ei a r\u0103spuns, iar medicii au \u00eenceput s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103, pentru prima dat\u0103, cu un optimism prudent despre viitor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103, dup\u0103 un control, Radu o conduse acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen fa\u021ba por\u021bii, Adriana \u00eel opri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Radu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00ce\u021bi mul\u021bumesc pentru ce faci pentru fete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
El o privi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sunt tat\u0103l lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Acum \u00eencepi din nou s\u0103 fii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu sim\u021bi un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Crezi c\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi ai putea s\u0103 m\u0103 ier\u021bi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adriana r\u0103mase c\u00e2teva clipe t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Poate c\u0103 te-am iertat deja.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ochii lui se lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar ea continu\u0103:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 S\u0103 ier\u021bi pe cineva nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 te \u00eentorci la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu \u00een\u021belese.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103, nu \u00eencerc\u0103 s\u0103 negocieze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai dreptate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un an mai t\u00e2rziu, Adriana era mult mai bine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fetele aveau din nou un tat\u0103 prezent \u00een via\u021ba lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar Radu \u00eenv\u0103\u021base cea mai grea lec\u021bie a vie\u021bii sale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen ziua \u00een care plecase la amant\u0103, crezuse c\u0103 familia lui era ceva sigur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ceva ce putea abandona \u0219i g\u0103si tot acolo dac\u0103 vreodat\u0103 se r\u0103zg\u00e2ndea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar oamenii nu sunt obiecte pe care le la\u0219i \u00eentr-o camer\u0103 \u0219i le recuperezi c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u021bi este dor de ele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd se \u00eentorsese dup\u0103 un an cu o valiz\u0103 \u0219i un buchet de flori, g\u0103sise apartamentul gol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La \u00eenceput crezuse c\u0103 aceea fusese pedeapsa lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu fusese.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adev\u0103rata pedeaps\u0103 fusese s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 c\u0103, \u00een timp ce el \u00ee\u0219i tr\u0103ia aventura, femeia pe care o abandonase lupta pentru via\u021ba ei, iar cele dou\u0103 fete ale lui \u00eenv\u0103\u021bau s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 tat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adriana nu s-a \u00eentors la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i Radu a acceptat asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103 unele gre\u0219eli pot fi iertate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar iertarea nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 prime\u0219ti \u00eenapoi via\u021ba pe care ai ales singur s-o pierzi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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