\u2014 Radu mi-a spus, am r\u0103spuns eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t al telefonului s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi Elena a oftat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cristina, eu nu am lucrat p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ziua \u00een care l-am n\u0103scut. Cu aproape dou\u0103 luni \u00eenainte de na\u0219tere, medicul mi-a spus s\u0103 stau acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a deschis gura, dar nu a spus nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elena a continuat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Aveam tensiunea mare, eram epuizat\u0103 \u0219i m\u0103 sim\u021beam r\u0103u. Tat\u0103l lui Radu a fost cel care a insistat s\u0103-mi reduc programul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit spre so\u021bul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai z\u00e2mbea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dar mi-ai spus c\u0103 ai muncit p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ultima zi, a murmurat el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu, Radu. \u021ai-am spus c\u0103 am vrut s\u0103 muncesc p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ultima zi. Este foarte diferit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A urmat o pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i mai este ceva, a ad\u0103ugat Elena.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce? a \u00eentrebat el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u00e2nd te-am n\u0103scut, am stat aproape dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00een spital.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a cobor\u00e2t privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u0219tiam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 nu m-ai \u00eentrebat niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cuvintele ei au c\u0103zut greu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Elena a continuat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Fiule, sarcina nu este o competi\u021bie. Faptul c\u0103 o femeie poate suporta ceva nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 suporte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu nu r\u0103spundea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i dac\u0103 medicul i-a spus Cristinei s\u0103 se opreasc\u0103, atunci s\u0103-l asculte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis telefonul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen sufragerie s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu s-a ridicat \u0219i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 se plimbe prin camer\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Eu doar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu, am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am crezut c\u0103 exagerezi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Asta este problema.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-a privit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce problem\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u0103 ai crezut c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103-\u021bi demonstrez c\u0103 sunt suficient de obosit\u0103 ca s\u0103 merit odihna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cristina\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 compari cu mama ta. Nu vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 compari cu nicio alt\u0103 femeie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am pus m\u00e2na pe burt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Port copilul nostru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am spus ceva ce nu-i mai spusesem niciodat\u0103:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i nu voi pune \u00een pericol s\u0103n\u0103tatea mea sau a copilului doar ca s\u0103-\u021bi demonstrez c\u0103 nu sunt lene\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a oftat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai dreptate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am cl\u0103tinat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu vreau s\u0103-mi spui doar c\u0103 am dreptate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci ce vrei?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Vreau s\u0103 \u00een\u021belegi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103, c\u00e2nd m-am trezit, Radu era deja \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0103 a\u0219tepta cu micul dejun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pe mas\u0103 era \u0219i o can\u0103 cu ceai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am vorbit cu mama asear\u0103, mi-a spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mi-a mai povestit lucruri pe care nu le \u0219tiam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a a\u0219ezat \u00een fa\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mi-a spus c\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd era \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 cu mine, bunica mea \u00eei spunea exact acelea\u0219i lucruri pe care eu \u021bi le-am spus \u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L-am privit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i c\u0103 bunicul meu a trebuit s\u0103 o duc\u0103 la medic pentru c\u0103 era epuizat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A z\u00e2mbit amar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Se pare c\u0103 am repetat aceea\u0219i gre\u0219eal\u0103 pe care o f\u0103cuse familia lui cu ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu am spus nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu s-a ridicat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am f\u0103cut cafeaua. \u0218i de azi m\u0103 ocup eu de m\u00e2ncare \u0219i de cas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit slab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu trebuie s\u0103 faci totul \u00eentr-o zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A f\u0103cut o pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dar trebuie s\u0103 \u00eencep.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2nile care au urmat, lucrurile s-au schimbat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am intrat \u00een concediu mai devreme, conform recomand\u0103rii medicului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a \u00eenceput s\u0103 g\u0103teasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 spele haine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 fac\u0103 cump\u0103r\u0103turile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103, c\u00e2nd m\u0103 vedea \u00eentins\u0103 pe canapea, nu m\u0103 mai \u00eentreba:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eIar stai?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0103 \u00eentreba:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai nevoie de ceva?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, st\u0103team am\u00e2ndoi \u00een sufragerie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
El \u00eemi \u021binea picioarele sprijinite pe o pern\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A pus m\u00e2na pe burtica mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Copilul a mi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 A dat din picior.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u0103mas c\u00e2teva secunde cu m\u00e2na acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cred c\u0103 m-am purtat ca un idiot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u00e2s \u0219i el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi a devenit serios.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De data aceasta l-am crezut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fiul nostru s-a n\u0103scut c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni mai t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd asistenta mi l-a pus \u00een bra\u021be, Radu era l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pl\u00e2ngea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Uite ce mic e\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I-am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i s\u0103n\u0103tos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
El mi-a s\u0103rutat fruntea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tii ce mi-a spus mama?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u0103, dac\u0103 voi fi vreodat\u0103 tentat s\u0103 spun c\u0103 e\u0219ti \u201edoar obosit\u0103\u201d, s\u0103-mi amintesc cine a dus copilul nostru nou\u0103 luni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu \u0219i-a apropiat copilul de piept.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i mi-a mai spus ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 C\u0103 un b\u0103rbat adev\u0103rat nu se laud\u0103 c\u0103 femeia de l\u00e2ng\u0103 el poate \u00eendura multe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A f\u0103cut o pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Se asigur\u0103 c\u0103 nu trebuie s\u0103 \u00eendure singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103-mi dau lacrimile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au trecut trei ani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, Radu m-a sunat de la serviciu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cristina?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mama mi-a trimis o fotografie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce fotografie?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cu ea \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 cu mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Are o dat\u0103 scris\u0103 pe spate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce dat\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cu dou\u0103 luni \u00eenainte s\u0103 m\u0103 nasc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tii ce scrie l\u00e2ng\u0103 dat\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201ePrima zi \u00een care am stat acas\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 simt vinovat\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a spus:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cred c\u0103 acum \u00een\u021beleg de ce mi-a spus mama c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 fiu mai atent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi a ad\u0103ugat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Uneori, cele mai periculoase lucruri pe care le mo\u0219tenim nu sunt bolile sau banii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ideile gre\u0219ite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103 avea dreptate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen acea zi am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 lec\u021bia nu fusese doar despre sarcin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era despre toate femeile care au fost \u00eenv\u0103\u021bate s\u0103 cread\u0103 c\u0103 odihna este lene, c\u0103 durerea trebuie ascuns\u0103 \u0219i c\u0103 valoarea lor se m\u0103soar\u0103 prin c\u00e2t de mult pot suporta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar dac\u0103 Elena nu ar fi r\u0103spuns la acel telefon, poate c\u0103 Radu ar fi continuat s\u0103 cread\u0103 povestea pe care o repetase ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar adev\u0103rul a fost mai simplu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama lui nu avusese nevoie de un so\u021b care s\u0103-i spun\u0103 s\u0103 reziste mai mult.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Avusese nevoie de unul care s\u0103-i spun\u0103: \u201eStai. Eu m\u0103 ocup de restul.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0218i, \u00een acea sear\u0103, Radu mi-a spus exact acelea\u0219i cuvinte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Tu stai cu copilul nostru. De restul m\u0103 ocup eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Iar eu am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103, uneori, o singur\u0103 conversa\u021bie poate opri o gre\u0219eal\u0103 care s-ar fi transmis dintr-o genera\u021bie \u00een alta.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Partea a 2-a \u2013 Adev\u0103rul pe care Radu nu voia s\u0103-l aud\u0103 \u2014 Radu mi-a spus, am r\u0103spuns eu. La cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t al telefonului s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te. Apoi Elena a oftat. \u2014 Cristina, eu nu am lucrat p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ziua \u00een care l-am n\u0103scut. Cu aproape dou\u0103 luni \u00eenainte de na\u0219tere, medicul mi-a spus s\u0103 … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4908","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4908","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4908"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4908\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4910,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4908\/revisions\/4910"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4908"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4908"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4908"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}