L-am privit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Avea halatul pe bra\u021b \u0219i p\u0103rea vizibil st\u00e2njenit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 e locul meu s\u0103 spun asta\u2026 dar cred c\u0103 ave\u021bi dreptul s\u0103 afla\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am str\u00e2ns mai tare plicul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Despre ce este vorba?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A oftat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Andrei este de aproape un an \u00eentr-o rela\u021bie cu o coleg\u0103 din spitalul unde \u0219i-a f\u0103cut reziden\u021biatul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii pentru o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Durerea era at\u00e2t de mare, \u00eenc\u00e2t aproape c\u0103 nu mai sim\u021beam nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiam c\u0103 ceva nu este \u00een regul\u0103, a continuat el. Mul\u021bi dintre noi am crezut c\u0103 v\u0103 desp\u0103r\u021biser\u0103\u021bi deja. El a\u0219a ne-a spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am deschis din nou ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Le-a spus tuturor c\u0103 nu mai suntem \u00eempreun\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da. Spunea c\u0103 mariajul vostru exista doar pe h\u00e2rtie \u0219i c\u0103 urma s\u0103 rezolva\u021bi totul dup\u0103 absolvire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit cum obrajii mi se \u00eenro\u0219esc de ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu pentru c\u0103 m\u0103 judeca cineva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci pentru c\u0103 omul pentru care \u00eemi sacrificasem visul \u00ee\u0219i construise o alt\u0103 via\u021b\u0103 \u00een timp ce eu munceam pentru a-i sus\u021bine viitorul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Colegul lui a scos un plic mic din geant\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mai este ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi l-a \u00eentins.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen\u0103untru erau c\u00e2teva copii dup\u0103 mesaje \u0219i fotografii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu le-am c\u0103utat eu. Au circulat printre colegi \u0219i mi s-a p\u0103rut nedrept s\u0103 pleca\u021bi f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219ti\u021bi adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103sfoit foile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu aveam nevoie de mai mult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Totul era clar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ridicat privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mul\u021bumesc c\u0103 a\u021bi avut curajul s\u0103-mi spune\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eencuviin\u021bat \u0219i a plecat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu am r\u0103mas singur\u0103 \u00een curtea facult\u0103\u021bii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 spre cl\u0103dire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu ani \u00een urm\u0103, intrasem acolo ca student\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ie\u0219eam acum ca o femeie care \u00ee\u0219i pierduse c\u0103snicia, dar care \u00eencepuse s\u0103-\u0219i reg\u0103seasc\u0103 demnitatea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare nu l-am c\u0103utat pe Andrei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am semnat actele prin avocat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen schimb, am f\u0103cut ceva la care nu m\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndisem de ani de zile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am mers la Facultatea de Medicin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 exist\u0103 posibilitatea s\u0103-mi reiau studiile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Secretara mi-a z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Va trebui s\u0103 sus\u021bine\u021bi c\u00e2teva examene de diferen\u021b\u0103, dar este posibil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ie\u0219it de acolo cu un dosar \u00een bra\u021be \u0219i cu un sentiment pe care \u00eel uitasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Speran\u021ba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu a fost u\u0219or.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aveam peste treizeci de ani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lucram \u00een continuare pentru a m\u0103 \u00eentre\u021bine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cenv\u0103\u021bam noaptea \u0219i mergeam la cursuri diminea\u021ba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mult timp, fiecare pas era f\u0103cut pentru mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Patru ani mai t\u00e2rziu, am \u00eembr\u0103cat \u0219i eu roba de absolvire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen primul r\u00e2nd al s\u0103lii st\u0103teau tat\u0103l meu, sora mea \u0219i c\u00e2\u021biva prieteni care nu m\u0103 l\u0103saser\u0103 s\u0103 renun\u021b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd mi-am primit diploma, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it \u00eencheiasem capitolul care m\u0103 \u021binuse pe loc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La ie\u0219ire, cineva mi-a strigat numele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am \u00eentors.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era Andrei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u0103rea obosit \u0219i mult mai \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit dec\u00e2t \u00eel \u021bineam minte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Felicit\u0103ri, a spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am mul\u021bumit politicos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A ezitat c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u pentru tot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L-am privit calm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i mie mi-a p\u0103rut r\u0103u. Mult timp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 a\u0219 putea da timpul \u00eenapoi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L-am oprit cu un gest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu po\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A plecat capul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sper c\u0103 e\u0219ti fericit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu pentru c\u0103 am devenit medic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci pentru c\u0103 am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 nu-mi mai construiesc viitorul pe promisiunile altcuiva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L-am salutat \u0219i am plecat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen oglinda u\u0219ii de sticl\u0103 mi-am v\u0103zut pentru o clip\u0103 reflexia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai eram femeia care renun\u021base la propriul vis pentru al altcuiva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eram medicul care luptase s\u0103 \u0219i-l rec\u00e2\u0219tige.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
L-am privit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg. Avea halatul pe bra\u021b \u0219i p\u0103rea vizibil st\u00e2njenit. \u2014 Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 e locul meu s\u0103 spun asta\u2026 dar cred c\u0103 ave\u021bi dreptul s\u0103 afla\u021bi. Am str\u00e2ns mai tare plicul. \u2014 Despre ce este vorba? A oftat ad\u00e2nc. \u2014 Andrei este de aproape un an \u00eentr-o rela\u021bie cu o coleg\u0103 … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-482","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/482","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=482"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/482\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":483,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/482\/revisions\/483"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=482"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=482"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=482"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}