Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103 c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oleg respira greu, dar nu p\u0103rea speriat de ceea ce f\u0103cuse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u0103rea mul\u021bumit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asta a fost partea care m-a trezit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ei? a spus. Acum poate \u00een\u021belegi c\u0103 nu trebuie s\u0103-mi pui \u00een fa\u021b\u0103 orice porc\u0103rie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la cioburile de l\u00e2ng\u0103 papucii mei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi la pata de sos de pe halat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi dau seama de ce, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 z\u00e2mbesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De ce r\u00e2nje\u0219ti? a \u00eentrebat el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 tocmai m-ai ajutat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cu ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu i-am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am luat m\u0103tura \u0219i f\u0103ra\u0219ul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am str\u00e2ns cioburile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am adunat buc\u0103\u021bile de carne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u0219ters sosul de pe frigider.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oleg s-a \u00eentors \u00een sufragerie bomb\u0103nind ceva despre \u201efemeile isterice care fac teatru din orice\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu mi-am sp\u0103lat m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am luat geanta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am scos plicul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd am intrat \u00een sufragerie, Oleg \u00ee\u0219i acorda chitara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am pus plicul pe m\u0103su\u021ba din fa\u021ba lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce-i asta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Deschide-l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A tras foile afar\u0103 \u0219i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 citeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La \u00eenceput avea aceea\u0219i expresie plictisit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi s-a oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A mai citit o dat\u0103 primul paragraf.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 asta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Exact ce scrie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Divor\u021b?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai \u00eennebunit?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu. Cred c\u0103 tocmai mi-am revenit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A aruncat actele pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dup\u0103 30 de ani? Pentru o farfurie?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu divor\u021bez pentru o farfurie, Oleg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am a\u0219ezat \u00een fotoliul din fa\u021ba lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mult timp, nu-mi tremurau m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Divor\u021bez pentru miile de lucruri pe care le-am l\u0103sat s\u0103 treac\u0103 \u00eenaintea acelei farfurii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i unde o s\u0103 te duci?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acolo era \u00eentrebarea pe care o a\u0219teptam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oleg credea c\u0103 apartamentul m\u0103 \u021binea captiv\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Credea c\u0103 frica de singur\u0103tate era mai puternic\u0103 dec\u00e2t orice mi-ar fi f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nic\u0103ieri, am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cum adic\u0103 nic\u0103ieri?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Apartamentul este al meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce prostie mai e \u0219i asta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am scos din plic o alt\u0103 copie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apartamentul fusese cump\u0103rat de mama mea cu c\u00e2\u021biva ani \u00eenainte de c\u0103s\u0103toria noastr\u0103 \u0219i trecut pe numele meu. Oleg locuise acolo trei decenii \u0219i ajunsese s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 despre el ca despre \u201ecasa lui\u201d, dar actele spuneau altceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu trei s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00eenainte fusesem la avocat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Verificasem tot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu m\u0103 po\u021bi da afar\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u00een seara asta. \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tocmai de aceea am f\u0103cut lucrurile legal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oleg s-a ridicat at\u00e2t de brusc \u00eenc\u00e2t cablul amplificatorului s-a \u00eentins pe podea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Eu am b\u0103gat bani \u00een casa asta!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i eu am b\u0103gat bani \u00een chitarele tale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a uitat instinctiv spre chitara spaniol\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci mi-am amintit ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu trei ani \u00eenainte, c\u00e2nd o cump\u0103rase, eu pl\u00e2nsesem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Banii aceia fuseser\u0103 economiile noastre pentru renovarea b\u0103ii \u0219i pentru tratamentul meu dentar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oleg \u00eemi spusese atunci:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O asemenea chitar\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i p\u0103streaz\u0103 valoarea. Este o investi\u021bie pentru am\u00e2ndoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ar\u0103tat spre instrument.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 e o investi\u021bie pentru am\u00e2ndoi, o trecem \u0219i pe ea \u00een inventarul bunurilor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fa\u021ba lui s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 S\u0103 nu \u00eendr\u0103zne\u0219ti s\u0103 te atingi de chitarele mele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Interesant, am spus. C\u00e2nd era vorba despre ma\u0219ina de cusut a mamei, era \u201eun sicriu pe ro\u021bi\u201d. C\u00e2nd e vorba despre lucrurile tale, devin sfinte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen urm\u0103toarele minute am v\u0103zut toate versiunile lui Oleg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mai \u00eent\u00e2i a r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi m-a insultat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 aceea mi-a spus c\u0103 nimeni nu m\u0103 va mai vrea la v\u00e2rsta mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi a \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 sperie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen cele din urm\u0103, c\u00e2nd a \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 nu m\u0103 r\u0103zg\u00e2ndesc, vocea i s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nina\u2026 hai s\u0103 nu distrugem 30 de ani pentru o ceart\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit omul din fa\u021ba mea \u0219i am sim\u021bit ceva nea\u0219teptat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu ur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu iubire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oboseal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tu ai distrus c\u00e2te pu\u021bin \u00een fiecare zi. Eu doar am \u00eencetat s\u0103 mai repar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea am dormit \u00een dormitor cu u\u0219a \u00eencuiat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Diminea\u021ba am plecat la farmacie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La pr\u00e2nz m-a sunat fiica noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, tata spune c\u0103 vrei s\u0103-l arunci \u00een strad\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0103 a\u0219teptasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Daria, vino disear\u0103 \u0219i discut\u0103m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A venit dup\u0103 serviciu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oleg i-a vorbit primul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Despre c\u00e2t de instabil\u0103 devenisem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Despre cum \u201eo simpl\u0103 discu\u021bie despre m\u00e2ncare\u201d m\u0103 f\u0103cuse s\u0103 cer divor\u021bul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daria l-a ascultat p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi s-a \u00eentors spre mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I-am povestit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu doar despre farfurie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Despre bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Despre umilin\u021bele de la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Despre ma\u0219ina de cusut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Despre cum mergeam prin propria cas\u0103 pe v\u00e2rfuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daria a r\u0103mas t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi s-a uitat la tat\u0103l ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai aruncat o farfurie \u00een mama?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 N-am aruncat-o \u00een ea. Am aruncat-o de nervi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Asta trebuia s\u0103 sune mai bine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oleg a \u00eenceput s\u0103 protesteze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daria s-a ridicat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tat\u0103, \u00ee\u021bi g\u0103sesc eu o chirie pentru primele luni. Dar nu o s\u0103-i cer mamei s\u0103 continue s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 a\u0219a ca s\u0103-\u021bi fie \u021bie comod.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci Oleg a \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 pierduse \u0219i ultimul argument.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A plecat dup\u0103 dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i-a luat hainele, amplificatoarele, cablurile \u0219i majoritatea instrumentelor. Chestiunile financiare au r\u0103mas s\u0103 fie rezolvate prin avoca\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen ziua \u00een care a ie\u0219it definitiv pe u\u0219\u0103, s-a \u00eentors \u0219i mi-a spus:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O s\u0103 regre\u021bi c\u00e2nd o s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis u\u0219a f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103spund.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi m-am sprijinit de ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apartamentul era t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At\u00e2t de t\u0103cut \u00eenc\u00e2t auzeam frigiderul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La \u00eenceput, lini\u0219tea m-a speriat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 30 de ani, nu mai \u0219tiam cum sun\u0103 o cas\u0103 \u00een care nimeni nu te critic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am mers pe balcon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am tras de sub ni\u0219te cutii vechi ma\u0219ina de cusut a mamei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u0219ters praful de pe cutia de lemn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Daria m-a ajutat s-o aduc \u00een sufragerie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am pus-o exact \u00een locul unde fusese chitara spaniol\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen weekend am cump\u0103rat material.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai cususem serios de ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Prima cus\u0103tur\u0103 a ie\u0219it str\u00e2mb\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A doua, la fel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u00e2d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu era nimeni care s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 c\u0103 fac zgomot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nimeni care s\u0103-mi explice c\u0103 obiectele mele stric\u0103 decorul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nimeni care s\u0103-mi pun\u0103 resturile mestecate \u00een farfurie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acum 17 zile credeam c\u0103 m\u0103tur cioburile unei farfurii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ast\u0103zi \u00een\u021beleg c\u0103 str\u00e2ngeam de pe jos ultimele buc\u0103\u021bi ale unei vie\u021bi \u00een care m\u0103 f\u0103cusem tot mai mic\u0103 pentru ca altcineva s\u0103 se simt\u0103 mare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar cel mai ciudat lucru este c\u0103 Oleg avusese dreptate \u00eentr-o singur\u0103 privin\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doar c\u0103 singur\u0103tatea de care m\u0103 temusem at\u00e2\u021bia ani s-a dovedit mult mai bl\u00e2nd\u0103 dec\u00e2t c\u0103snicia pe care o suportasem ca s-o evit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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