Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49Mama a r\u0103mas c\u00e2teva clipe cu m\u00e2inile sprijinite de marginea chiuvetei.<\/p>\n
Din sufragerie se auzea r\u00e2sul tatei \u0219i vocea m\u0103tu\u0219ii mele. Pe mas\u0103 ardeau lum\u00e2n\u0103rile, mirosea a cozonac \u0219i scor\u021bi\u0219oar\u0103, iar eu st\u0103team \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie privind-o pe femeia care m\u0103 n\u0103scuse \u0219i pe care, \u00eentr-un fel ciudat, abia acum \u00eencepeam s-o cunosc.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am plecat pentru tine, Larisa, repet\u0103 ea. Nu spun asta ca s\u0103 m\u0103 ier\u021bi. Vreau doar s\u0103 \u00een\u021belegi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Cred c\u0103 nici eu n-am \u0219tiut p\u00e2n\u0103 ast\u0103zi ce am f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n
S-a a\u0219ezat la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 C\u00e2nd aveai \u0219ase ani, tat\u0103l t\u0103u r\u0103m\u0103sese f\u0103r\u0103 serviciu. Aveam datorii, acoperi\u0219ul casei trebuia reparat \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eengrozea g\u00e2ndul c\u0103 vei cre\u0219te f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u021bi putem oferi nimic. C\u00e2nd am primit oferta din Spania, mi s-a p\u0103rut salvarea noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mi-ai spus c\u0103 pleca\u021bi un an sau doi.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A\u0219a credeam.<\/p>\n
Primul an devenise doi.<\/p>\n
Apoi p\u0103rin\u021bii mei \u00ee\u0219i spuseser\u0103 c\u0103 mai r\u0103m\u00e2n p\u00e2n\u0103 str\u00e2ng bani pentru cas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 cas\u0103 venise \u0219coala mea.<\/p>\n
Apoi facultatea.<\/p>\n
\u00centotdeauna mai exista ceva pentru care merita s\u0103 mai sacrifice \u00eenc\u0103 un an.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd voiam s\u0103 ne \u00eentoarcem, ap\u0103rea alt motiv, spuse mama. \u0218i m\u0103 lini\u0219team spun\u00e2ndu-mi c\u0103 M\u0103rioara e cu tine. C\u0103 e\u0219ti iubit\u0103. C\u0103 nu-\u021bi lipse\u0219te nimic.<\/p>\n
Am privit-o.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mi-a lipsit.<\/p>\n
A dat \u00eencet din cap.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 nu \u00eencerca s\u0103-mi explice c\u0103 totul fusese pentru binele meu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ast\u0103zi, c\u00e2nd te-ai fript\u2026 eu eram la trei pa\u0219i de tine, Larisa. Trei pa\u0219i. Dar tu ai strigat-o pe ea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 N-am vrut s\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu c\u0103 n-ai vrut. Tocmai asta doare.<\/p>\n
Vocea i s-a fr\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 n-ai ales-o. A fost instinct.<\/p>\n
M-am a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n
Mama \u00ee\u0219i privi m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Doisprezece ani am muncit \u0219i mi-am spus c\u0103 sunt o mam\u0103 bun\u0103 pentru c\u0103 nu-\u021bi lipse\u0219te nimic. \u00ce\u021bi trimiteam bani, haine, telefoane. C\u00e2nd spuneai c\u0103 ai nevoie de ceva, g\u0103seam o cale.<\/p>\n
A ridicat ochii spre mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu \u021bi-am pl\u0103tit copil\u0103ria, Larisa\u2026<\/p>\n
Apoi a privit spre u\u0219a sufrageriei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar M\u0103rioara a tr\u0103it-o cu tine.<\/p>\n
Nu am \u0219tiut ce s\u0103-i spun.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 era adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
Mama pl\u0103tise excursia din clasa a \u0219aptea.<\/p>\n
Dar tanti M\u0103rioara fusese cea care se trezise la patru diminea\u021ba s\u0103-mi fac\u0103 sandvi\u0219uri.<\/p>\n
Mama \u00eemi cump\u0103rase rochia pentru banchet.<\/p>\n
Dar tanti M\u0103rioara \u00eemi prinsese fermoarul \u0219i \u00eemi spusese c\u0103 sunt frumoas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Tata trimisese bani pentru medita\u021bii.<\/p>\n
Dar m\u0103tu\u0219a mea m\u0103 a\u0219teptase seara \u00een sta\u021bie, iarna, ca s\u0103 nu merg singur\u0103 prin \u00eentuneric.<\/p>\n
P\u0103rin\u021bii mei fuseser\u0103 \u00een spatele multor lucruri bune din via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n
M\u0103rioara fusese l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine c\u00e2nd se \u00eent\u00e2mplau.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
Am prins-o de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu te-am \u00eenlocuit.<\/p>\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar nici nu pot s\u0103 m\u0103 prefac c\u0103 tanti M\u0103rioara nu e\u2026<\/p>\n
M-am oprit.<\/p>\n
Nu g\u0103seam cuv\u00e2ntul.<\/p>\n
Mama l-a g\u0103sit pentru mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mama ta?<\/p>\n
Am sim\u021bit un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i ea, am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n
Mama \u0219i-a retras u\u0219or m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n
Nu furioas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Doar r\u0103nit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Atunci s-a auzit vocea M\u0103rioarei din prag.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ileana.<\/p>\n
Ne-am \u00eentors am\u00e2ndou\u0103.<\/p>\n
Tanti M\u0103rioara st\u0103tea acolo cu \u0219or\u021bul \u00eenc\u0103 legat peste rochie.<\/p>\n
Nu \u0219tiam de c\u00e2t timp asculta.<\/p>\n
Mama s-a ridicat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 M\u0103rioara, eu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu.<\/p>\n
M\u0103tu\u0219a mea s-a apropiat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Las\u0103 fata.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cum s\u0103 las fata? izbucni mama. Am lipsit doisprezece ani \u0219i acum propriul meu copil strig\u0103 dup\u0103 tine c\u00e2nd o doare!<\/p>\n
M\u0103rioara a r\u0103mas t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mama continua s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai fost la prima ei zi de \u0219coal\u0103. La serb\u0103ri. C\u00e2nd a fost bolnav\u0103. Tu \u0219tii ce m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103, ce-i place, de ce se teme\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 tu m-ai rugat s\u0103 am grij\u0103 de ea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218i ai f\u0103cut-o mai bine dec\u00e2t mine.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu spune asta.<\/p>\n
\u2014 E adev\u0103rat!<\/p>\n
Atunci tanti M\u0103rioara s-a apropiat \u0219i a prins-o pe sora ei de bra\u021be.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Uit\u0103-te la mine.<\/p>\n
Mama a ridicat ochii.<\/p>\n
Iar m\u0103tu\u0219a mea i-a spus \u00eencet:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu nu \u021bi-am luat-o, Ileana.<\/p>\n
Mama a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 \u0219i mai tare.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u021ai-am \u021binut-o de cald p\u00e2n\u0103 te \u00eentorci.<\/p>\n
Nu cred c\u0103 voi uita vreodat\u0103 ce a urmat.<\/p>\n
Mama \u0219i-a lipit fruntea de um\u0103rul surorii ei.<\/p>\n
Tanti M\u0103rioara a cuprins-o.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru c\u00e2teva clipe au pl\u00e2ns am\u00e2ndou\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu ca dou\u0103 femei care se luptau pentru acela\u0219i copil.<\/p>\n
Ci ca dou\u0103 surori care purtaser\u0103, fiecare \u00een felul ei, aceea\u0219i povar\u0103.<\/p>\n
Una m\u0103 crescuse.<\/p>\n
Cealalt\u0103 muncise departe ca s\u0103-mi construiasc\u0103 un viitor.<\/p>\n
\u0218i am\u00e2ndou\u0103 pl\u0103tiser\u0103 pentru asta.<\/p>\n
Eu am intrat \u00eentre ele \u0219i le-am \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Gata, am spus printre lacrimi. Nu mai pleac\u0103 nimeni nic\u0103ieri.<\/p>\n
Tanti M\u0103rioara a fost prima care a r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu sigur plec. M\u00e2ine diminea\u021b\u0103 am g\u0103inile nem\u00e2ncate.<\/p>\n
Mama a \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103 \u0219i ea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i exact de asta aveam nevoie.<\/p>\n
Nu de un discurs.<\/p>\n
Nu de o vin\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bit\u0103 perfect.<\/p>\n
Doar de pu\u021bin loc pentru toate trei.<\/p>\n
\u00cen lunile urm\u0103toare, lucrurile nu s-au reparat ca prin minune.<\/p>\n
Mama \u00eencerca prea mult.<\/p>\n
M\u0103 suna de trei ori pe zi.<\/p>\n
\u00cemi g\u0103tea cinci feluri de m\u00e2ncare pentru weekend.<\/p>\n
Dac\u0103 tu\u0219eam, voia s\u0103-mi fac\u0103 programare la medic.<\/p>\n
Uneori m\u0103 enerva.<\/p>\n
Alteori \u00eemi venea s\u0103-i spun:<\/p>\n
\u201eMam\u0103, nu mai \u00eencerca s\u0103 recuperezi doisprezece ani \u00eentr-o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 chiar i-am spus.<\/p>\n
A r\u0103mas t\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi m-a \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atunci ce s\u0103 fac?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Fii aici.<\/p>\n
At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
\u0218i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 \u00eenve\u021be.<\/p>\n
\u00cencet.<\/p>\n
Nu mai \u00eencerca s\u0103 cumpere timpul pierdut.<\/p>\n
\u00cel construia pe cel care ne r\u0103m\u0103sese.<\/p>\n
Tata f\u0103cea acela\u0219i lucru.<\/p>\n
Uneori m\u0103 a\u0219tepta la maxi-taxi.<\/p>\n
Alteori venea cu mine la M\u0103rioara \u0219i repara c\u00e2te ceva prin curte.<\/p>\n
Poarta.<\/p>\n
Un robinet.<\/p>\n
O sc\u00e2ndur\u0103 din gard.<\/p>\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd m\u0103tu\u0219a mea i-a spus r\u00e2z\u00e2nd:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 mai continui a\u0219a, desfaci casa doar ca s-o construie\u0219ti la loc.<\/p>\n
Tata a r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am de recuperat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu recupera, i-a r\u0103spuns ea. Stai.<\/p>\n
Cred c\u0103 aceea a fost lec\u021bia pe care p\u0103rin\u021bii mei au \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat-o cel mai greu.<\/p>\n
Unele lucruri nu se recupereaz\u0103.<\/p>\n
Se continu\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 aproape un an, eram din nou to\u021bi patru \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103ria p\u0103rin\u021bilor mei.<\/p>\n
Mama f\u0103cea pl\u0103cinte.<\/p>\n
Tata cur\u0103\u021ba mere.<\/p>\n
Tanti M\u0103rioara st\u0103tea la mas\u0103 \u0219i \u00eei explica mamei c\u0103 pune prea pu\u021bin\u0103 scor\u021bi\u0219oar\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 \u0219tii mai bine, vino \u0219i f\u0103-le tu, \u00eei spuse mama.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu. Sunt musafir.<\/p>\n
To\u021bi am \u00eencremenit o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n
Apoi mama a aruncat spre ea prosopul de buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 te mai aud vreodat\u0103 spun\u00e2nd asta \u00een casa mea\u2026<\/p>\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u00e2dem.<\/p>\n
Am luat o tav\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Las\u0103 c\u0103 o duc eu.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai grij\u0103, spuse mama.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n
Am apucat-o.<\/p>\n
Era mai fierbinte dec\u00e2t crezusem.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Au!<\/p>\n
\u0218i am strigat imediat:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103!<\/p>\n
Mama a fost l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u00eentr-o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi-a luat m\u00e2na \u0219i m-a dus la chiuvet\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u021aine-o sub ap\u0103 rece. De c\u00e2te ori s\u0103-\u021bi spun s\u0103 nu pui m\u00e2na f\u0103r\u0103 m\u0103nu\u0219\u0103?<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103.<\/p>\n
Cuvintele sem\u0103nau at\u00e2t de mult cu cele spuse de tanti M\u0103rioara cu un an \u00eenainte, \u00eenc\u00e2t mi s-a f\u0103cut pielea de g\u0103in\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mama \u00eenc\u0103 m\u0103 certa c\u00e2nd a observat c\u0103 o privesc.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce-i?<\/p>\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nimic.<\/p>\n
Din spatele nostru, tanti M\u0103rioara ne privea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i z\u00e2mbea \u0219i ea.<\/p>\n
Atunci am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n
Nu \u00eencetasem s-o iubesc pe m\u0103tu\u0219a care m\u0103 crescuse.<\/p>\n
\u0218i nici nu trebuia.<\/p>\n
M\u0103rioara r\u0103m\u00e2nea femeia care \u00eemi \u021binuse m\u00e2na \u00een prima zi de \u0219coal\u0103, care st\u0103tuse l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine c\u00e2nd aveam febr\u0103 \u0219i care m\u0103 a\u0219teptase ani \u00eentregi s\u0103 vin acas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Dar acum aveam \u0219i altceva.<\/p>\n
Aveam timp cu mama.<\/p>\n
Nu timpul pierdut.<\/p>\n
Pe acela nu ni-l mai putea da nimeni \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n
Aveam timpul de acum.<\/p>\n
P\u0103rin\u021bii mei plecaser\u0103 \u00een Spania ca s\u0103-mi ofere un viitor mai bun.<\/p>\n
Tanti M\u0103rioara r\u0103m\u0103sese ca s\u0103-mi ofere o copil\u0103rie.<\/p>\n
Ani \u00eentregi am crezut c\u0103 trebuia s\u0103 aleg \u00eentre ei.<\/p>\n
Dar familia nu func\u021bioneaz\u0103 \u00eentotdeauna a\u0219a.<\/p>\n
Uneori, omul care te na\u0219te \u0219i omul care te cre\u0219te pot ocupa am\u00e2ndoi un loc \u00een inima ta.<\/p>\n
F\u0103r\u0103 ca iubirea pentru unul s\u0103 \u00eensemne mai pu\u021bin\u0103 iubire pentru cel\u0103lalt.<\/p>\n
Iar mama a \u00een\u021beles, \u00een cele din urm\u0103, c\u0103 nu trebuia s\u0103 ia locul M\u0103rioarei.<\/p>\n
Trebuia doar s\u0103-\u0219i g\u0103seasc\u0103 din nou locul l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n
\u0218i de data aceasta\u2026<\/p>\n
s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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