Partea 2-a, continuarea pove\u0219tii. \ud83d\udc49 Sergiu a r\u0103mas cu plicul deschis \u00een m\u00e2ini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A citit primele r\u00e2nduri o dat\u0103. Apoi \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 asta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vocea lui nu mai avea nimic din siguran\u021ba cu care intrase \u00een cas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00censeamn\u0103 exact ce scrie acolo, am r\u0103spuns. Vreau s\u0103 divor\u021b\u0103m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A ridicat brusc privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai \u00eennebunit? Pentru ce? Pentru c\u0103 am plecat c\u00e2teva zile f\u0103r\u0103 tine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103, \u00een urm\u0103 cu dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, \u00eentrebarea aceea m-ar fi f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eendoiesc de mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acum nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu divor\u021bez pentru o vacan\u021b\u0103, Sergiu. Divor\u021bez pentru anii \u00een care m-ai f\u0103cut s\u0103 cred c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103-mi fie ru\u0219ine de mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hai s\u0103 nu dramatiz\u0103m. Am f\u0103cut \u0219i eu ni\u0219te glume.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu erau glume.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am apropiat \u0219i am luat plicul din m\u00e2na lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eAi mai pus c\u00e2teva kilograme.\u201d \u201eNu te \u00eembr\u0103ca a\u0219a.\u201d \u201eNu mai m\u00e2nca asta.\u201d \u201eMi-e ru\u0219ine s\u0103 merg cu tine pe plaj\u0103.\u201d Asta nu e iubire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sergiu \u0219i-a aruncat cheile pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i ce vrei acum? S\u0103 arunci o c\u0103snicie pentru c\u0103 te-ai sup\u0103rat?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu. Vreau s\u0103 ies dintr-o c\u0103snicie \u00een care am uitat cine sunt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103, a p\u0103rut speriat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a uitat spre valiza mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i chiar pleci singur\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Unde?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cen Grecia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u00e2s scurt, dar r\u00e2sul lui nu mai avea aceea\u0219i for\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Natalia, o s\u0103 stai singur\u0103 \u00eentr-un hotel \u0219i dup\u0103 dou\u0103 zile o s\u0103 m\u0103 suni pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am pus geanta pe um\u0103r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Poate. Sau poate voi descoperi c\u0103 sunt mai bine singur\u0103 dec\u00e2t l\u00e2ng\u0103 cineva care m\u0103 face s\u0103 m\u0103 simt singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am tras valiza spre u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Natalia\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am \u00eentors.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru o clip\u0103, am sperat c\u0103 va spune m\u0103car o dat\u0103 \u201e\u00eemi pare r\u0103u\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen schimb, m-a \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i ce-o s\u0103 le spunem oamenilor?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 luasem decizia corect\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tot la ceilal\u021bi se g\u00e2ndea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La colegi. La prieteni. La aparen\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La ce vor spune oamenii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nici m\u0103car acum nu se \u00eentreba ce sim\u021beam eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Spune-le adev\u0103rul, Sergiu. Spune-le c\u0103 so\u021biei tale i-a fost ru\u0219ine prea mult timp din cauza ta \u0219i c\u0103, \u00eentr-o zi, a \u00eencetat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ie\u0219it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Larisa m\u0103 a\u0219tepta jos, l\u00e2ng\u0103 ma\u0219in\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut cu valiza, a cobor\u00e2t geamul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 E\u0219ti gata?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat o clip\u0103 spre ferestrele apartamentului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Acum da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La aeroport, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 ani \u00eentregi, nu m\u0103 interesa dac\u0103 bluza m\u0103 f\u0103cea mai slab\u0103, dac\u0103 pantalonii \u00eemi ascundeau suficient \u0219oldurile sau dac\u0103 cineva m\u0103 privea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eram doar eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i era suficient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2teva ore mai t\u00e2rziu, c\u00e2nd avionul a cobor\u00e2t peste marea de un albastru incredibil, mi-am lipit fruntea de geam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nu de triste\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen prima diminea\u021b\u0103 \u00een Grecia am cobor\u00e2t singur\u0103 pe plaj\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am purtat costumul de baie pe care, cu dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00eenainte, abia avusesem curajul s\u0103-l port la piscin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am mers descul\u021b\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 aproape de ap\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen jurul meu erau femei tinere \u0219i \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103, slabe, plinu\u021be, cu vergeturi, riduri, cicatrici, celulit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i nimeni nu p\u0103rea s\u0103 cear\u0103 voie cuiva pentru a exista.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eentins prosopul \u0219i m-am a\u0219ezat la soare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Telefonul vibra \u00een geant\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sergiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A sunat din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi au venit mesajele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTrebuie s\u0103 vorbim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAm fost nervos.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu po\u021bi hot\u0103r\u00ee a\u0219a ceva \u00een dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u00centoarce-te \u0219i discut\u0103m.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ultimul m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 z\u00e2mbesc:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu te recunosc.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Avea dreptate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nici eu nu m\u0103 mai recuno\u0219team.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 era un lucru bun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis telefonul \u0219i am intrat \u00een ap\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Marea era cald\u0103, iar valurile mici \u00eemi ajungeau p\u00e2n\u0103 la genunchi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu devenisem peste noapte mai slab\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu devenisem o femeie perfect\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu m\u0103 transformasem \u00eentr-o fotografie de revist\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eram aceea\u0219i Natalia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doar c\u0103 \u00eencetasem s\u0103 m\u0103 mai privesc prin ochii lui Sergiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd m-am \u00eentors \u00een Rom\u00e2nia, divor\u021bul n-a fost simplu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sergiu a \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 conving\u0103 c\u0103 exagerez. Apoi mi-a promis c\u0103 se schimb\u0103. C\u00e2nd a v\u0103zut c\u0103 nu m\u0103 r\u0103zg\u00e2ndesc, s-a sup\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar eu nu mai negociam dreptul de a fi respectat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au trecut c\u00e2teva luni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am continuat terapia. Am continuat s\u0103 \u00eenot. Am \u00eenceput din nou s\u0103 ies cu prietenele \u0219i s\u0103 port hainele care \u00eemi pl\u0103ceau, nu pe cele despre care credeam c\u0103 m\u0103 \u201eavantajeaz\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o zi, Larisa m-a fotografiat pe marginea piscinei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd mi-a ar\u0103tat poza, primul meu impuls a fost s\u0103 caut defectele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi m-am oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Femeia din fotografie r\u00e2dea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu capul dat pe spate, cu p\u0103rul ud \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u0219i ascund\u0103 trupul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00ce\u021bi place? m-a \u00eentrebat Larisa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit fotografia c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Poza?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu. Femeia din ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 aceea fusese adev\u0103rata mea transformare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu sl\u0103bisem miraculos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu devenisem \u201eregina\u201d pe care trebuiau s-o admire ceilal\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pur \u0219i simplu \u00eemi luasem via\u021ba \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar b\u0103rbatul c\u0103ruia \u00eei fusese ru\u0219ine s\u0103 mearg\u0103 cu mine pe plaj\u0103 \u00eemi f\u0103cuse, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 vrea, cel mai important serviciu din via\u021ba mea:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
m\u0103 obligase s\u0103 aleg \u00eentre ru\u0219inea pe care mi-o pusese el pe umeri \u0219i femeia care fusesem \u00eenainte s\u0103-l las s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 c\u00e2t valorez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De data aceasta, m-am ales pe mine.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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