Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49
A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103, Sofia m-a sunat din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu aproape c\u0103 nu dormisem. St\u0103tusem ore \u00eentregi pe marginea patului, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi imaginez ce putea face fata mea ca s\u0103 str\u00e2ng\u0103 o asemenea sum\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, ai vorbit cu medicul?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u00eenc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci vorbe\u0219te ast\u0103zi. Spune-i c\u0103 accep\u021bi opera\u021bia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sofia, \u00eenainte s\u0103 fac asta, vreau s\u0103-mi spui de unde lua\u021bi banii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A urmat o pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am f\u0103cut calculele asear\u0103. Vindem ma\u0219ina mea. Marcu va lua un credit. Iar Luca a spus c\u0103 pune \u0219i el tot ce are economisit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am ridicat brusc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu, Sofia! N-am muncit zece ani \u00een Italia ca s\u0103 v\u0103 las vou\u0103 datorii!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vocea \u00eemi tremura.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam la toate lunile \u00een care trimisesem bani acas\u0103 tocmai pentru ca lor s\u0103 le fie mai u\u0219or.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La apartamentul Sofiei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La garsoniera lui Luca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La fiecare concediu la care renun\u021basem \u0219i la fiecare lucru pe care nu mi-l cump\u0103rasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u0103cusem toate acestea pentru ca ei s\u0103 nu \u00eenceap\u0103 via\u021ba cu griji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar acum voiau s\u0103 se \u00eemprumute pentru mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, ascult\u0103-m\u0103, a spus Sofia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu vreau s\u0103 v\u0103 vinde\u021bi lucrurile pentru mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci vocea ei s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i noi ce ar trebui s\u0103 facem? S\u0103 st\u0103m acas\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103 \u0219tim c\u0103 tu ai refuzat o opera\u021bie de care ai nevoie doar ca s\u0103 ne protejezi banii?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Toat\u0103 via\u021ba ai decis tu ce sacrificii faci pentru noi. Acum las\u0103-ne \u0219i pe noi s\u0103 decidem ce facem pentru tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-au dat lacrimile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sofia\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i noi n-am crescut ca s\u0103 ne uit\u0103m cum mama noastr\u0103 renun\u021b\u0103 la tratament din cauza banilor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute m-a sunat \u0219i Luca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, am vorbit deja la banc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Luca, nici s\u0103 nu te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ba m-am g\u00e2ndit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ave\u021bi via\u021ba voastr\u0103. Tu \u0219i Clara ave\u021bi planuri. Nu vreau s\u0103 v\u0103 stric viitorul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fiul meu a t\u0103cut c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi mi-a spus ceva ce n-am uitat niciodat\u0103:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, prea mult a fost s\u0103 stai zece ani singur\u0103 \u00eentr-o \u021bar\u0103 str\u0103in\u0103 ca noi s\u0103 avem un viitor. Acum e r\u00e2ndul nostru s\u0103 avem grij\u0103 de tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am acoperit fa\u021ba cu palma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mul\u021bi ani, nu mai eram femeia care trebuia s\u0103 rezolve totul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eram pur \u0219i simplu mama lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i copiii mei \u00eencercau s\u0103 m\u0103 \u021bin\u0103 \u00een picioare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen aceea\u0219i dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103 m-am \u00eentors la medic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Accept opera\u021bia, i-am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au \u00eenceput investiga\u021biile \u0219i preg\u0103tirile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar \u00een loc s\u0103-mi fie fric\u0103 de interven\u021bie, m\u0103 rodea vinov\u0103\u021bia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam la ma\u0219ina Sofiei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La credit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La economiile lui Luca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd, cu o zi \u00eenainte de opera\u021bie, u\u0219a salonului s-a deschis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sofia st\u0103tea \u00een prag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Venise \u00een Italia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd am v\u0103zut-o, am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce cau\u021bi aici?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a apropiat \u0219i m-a luat \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Unde ai vrea s\u0103 fiu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am str\u00e2ns-o la piept.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru mine era \u00eenc\u0103 feti\u021ba pe care o condusesem c\u00e2ndva la \u0219coal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Iart\u0103-m\u0103, am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a desprins pu\u021bin \u0219i m-a privit mirat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru toate problemele astea. Pentru bani. Pentru c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eemprumuta\u021bi din cauza mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sofia s-a \u00eencruntat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, tu chiar nu \u00een\u021belegi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-a prins m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai muncit zece ani pentru noi. Ne-ai cump\u0103rat locuin\u021be. Ne-ai ajutat c\u00e2nd aveam nevoie. Ai lipsit de la s\u0103rb\u0103tori \u0219i ai stat printre str\u0103ini ca nou\u0103 s\u0103 ne fie bine. \u0218i acum \u00ee\u021bi ceri iertare pentru c\u0103 ai nevoie de noi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-am \u0219tiut ce s\u0103-i r\u0103spund.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ajunge, mam\u0103. De data asta nu mai duci tu tot greul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen diminea\u021ba opera\u021biei, Sofia era l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cemi amintesc lumina puternic\u0103 din salon, vocile medicilor \u0219i m\u00e2na ei str\u00e2ng\u00e2nd-o pe a mea \u00eenainte s\u0103 fiu dus\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi nu-mi mai amintesc nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd am deschis din nou ochii, eram foarte sl\u0103bit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eentors capul \u00eencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L\u00e2ng\u0103 pat st\u0103tea Luca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Venise \u0219i el \u00een Italia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Avea ochii ro\u0219ii de nesomn, dar c\u00e2nd a v\u0103zut c\u0103 m-am trezit, a z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, s\u0103 \u0219tii c\u0103 nu scapi a\u0219a u\u0219or de noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 r\u00e2d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen schimb, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Opera\u021bia reu\u0219ise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Recuperarea n-a fost simpl\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au urmat zile \u00een care c\u00e2\u021biva pa\u0219i pe coridor mi se p\u0103reau kilometri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar Sofia a r\u0103mas l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine c\u00e2t a putut. Luca venea ori de c\u00e2te ori reu\u0219ea, iar Marcu \u0219i Clara sunau aproape zilnic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba mea de adult am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat ceva ce mi se p\u0103ruse mereu imposibil:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u0103 accept ajutor f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 simt vinovat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, \u00een timp ce Sofia \u00eemi aranja lucrurile, i-am spus:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dup\u0103 ce m\u0103 fac bine, m\u0103 \u00eentorc \u00een sat. Definitiv. Nu mai plec \u00een Italia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sofia s-a oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Definitiv da. Dar nu singur\u0103 \u00een sat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cum adic\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Vrem s\u0103 fii mai aproape de noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas privind-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dar acolo e casa mea. E via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sofia s-a a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Via\u021ba ta nu trebuie s\u0103 mai fie doar o cas\u0103 \u00een care a\u0219tep\u021bi s\u0103 venim noi \u00een vizit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva luni m-am \u00eentors \u00een Rom\u00e2nia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-am mai plecat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am g\u0103sit o locuin\u021b\u0103 mic\u0103 aproape de Sofia, iar pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 zece ani dimine\u021bile mele nu mai \u00eencepeau \u00eentr-o cas\u0103 str\u0103in\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cencepeau uneori cu telefonul:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mamaie, vii pe la noi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i de fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd puteam, mergeam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La \u00eenceput m\u0103 sim\u021beam ciudat s\u0103 nu muncesc de diminea\u021ba p\u00e2n\u0103 seara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Parc\u0103 trebuia permanent s\u0103 fiu util\u0103 cuiva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am \u00eenceput s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg c\u0103 aveam voie \u0219i s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o duminic\u0103 eram cu to\u021bii la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sofia \u0219i Marcu preg\u0103teau cafeaua. Luca venise cu Clara. Nepo\u021bii vorbeau unul peste altul \u0219i r\u00e2deau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la ei \u0219i mi-am amintit telefonul din Italia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSpune-le medicilor da.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci crezusem c\u0103 Sofia vorbea doar despre opera\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Abia acum \u00een\u021belegeam ce \u00eemi spusese, de fapt:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMam\u0103, las\u0103-ne s\u0103 fim noi sprijinul t\u0103u.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ani \u00eentregi le trimisesem iubirea mea \u00een Rom\u00e2nia prin pachete, bani \u0219i sacrificii despre care nici m\u0103car nu le povesteam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu f\u0103cusem niciodat\u0103 socoteala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i nici ei n-au f\u0103cut-o atunci c\u00e2nd a venit r\u00e2ndul meu s\u0103 am nevoie de ajutor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen ziua aceea am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 un p\u0103rinte nu trebuie s\u0103-\u0219i petreac\u0103 \u00eentreaga via\u021b\u0103 doar d\u0103ruind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uneori trebuie s\u0103 \u0219tie \u0219i s\u0103 primeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar dup\u0103 zece ani \u00een care crezusem c\u0103 eu construiesc viitorul copiilor mei, am descoperit ceva mult mai important:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
crescusem doi oameni care, atunci c\u00e2nd eu n-am mai putut merge singur\u0103, s-au \u00eentors \u0219i m-au \u021binut de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49A doua zi diminea\u021b\u0103, Sofia m-a sunat din nou. Eu aproape c\u0103 nu dormisem. St\u0103tusem ore \u00eentregi pe marginea patului, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi imaginez ce putea face fata mea ca s\u0103 str\u00e2ng\u0103 o asemenea sum\u0103. \u2014 Mam\u0103, ai vorbit cu medicul? \u2014 Nu \u00eenc\u0103. \u2014 Atunci vorbe\u0219te ast\u0103zi. Spune-i c\u0103 … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3717","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3717","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3717"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3717\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3718,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3717\/revisions\/3718"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3717"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3717"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3717"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}