Partea 2-a, continuarea povestii.
Am ridicat telefonul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lavinia s-a repezit spre mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Irina, nu face asta!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andrei s-a a\u0219ezat imediat \u00eentre noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Las-o s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen sal\u0103 se f\u0103cuse at\u00e2t de lini\u0219te, \u00eenc\u00e2t se auzea doar muzica oprit\u0103 brusc \u00een difuzoare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama m\u0103 privea furioas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce spectacol mai faci acum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am deschis fotografia pe care o primisem cu o sear\u0103 \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu eu am \u00eenceput spectacolul, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi m-am uitat la sora mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Lavinia, vrei s\u0103 le ar\u0103\u021bi invita\u021bilor ecografia gemenilor t\u0103i?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fa\u021ba ei s-a albit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Plicul roz era \u00eenc\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2na ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu trebuie s\u0103 demonstrez nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci o fac eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eentors telefonul spre Andrei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pe ecran era imaginea unei ecografii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru ceilal\u021bi nu \u00eensemna mare lucru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru noi doi \u00eens\u0103 era imposibil s\u0103 nu o recunoa\u0219tem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andrei a \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu se poate\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu c\u00e2teva luni \u00eenainte, eu \u0219i Andrei pierduser\u0103m o sarcin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Gemeni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fusese cea mai grea perioad\u0103 din via\u021ba noastr\u0103 \u0219i aproape nimeni nu \u0219tia. P\u0103strasem ecografia \u00eentr-un sertar din dormitor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen urm\u0103 cu c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, Lavinia venise la noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 plecarea ei, fotografia disp\u0103ruse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Crezusem c\u0103 o mutasem eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 cu o sear\u0103 \u00eenainte de nunt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci primisem un mesaj de la o cuno\u0219tin\u021b\u0103 comun\u0103, \u00eempreun\u0103 cu o captur\u0103 de ecran.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lavinia trimisese cuiva fotografia ecografiei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ecografia mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pretinsese c\u0103 era a ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat spre plicul din m\u00e2na surorii mele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Scoate fotografia, Lavinia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Irina\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Arat\u0103-le ecografia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama s-a apropiat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ajunge! Sora ta este \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 \u0219i tu faci asta din gelozie?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am \u00eentors spre ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci n-ar trebui s\u0103 aib\u0103 nicio problem\u0103 s\u0103 ne arate fotografia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lavinia nu se mai mi\u0219ca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andrei o privea cu o expresie pe care nu i-o mai v\u0103zusem niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai luat ecografia copiilor no\u0219tri?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cuvintele lui au schimbat \u00eentreaga atmosfer\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2teva persoane au dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama a clipit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce copii?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge pieptul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu voiam s\u0103 spun adev\u0103rul a\u0219a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u00een rochia mea de mireas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u00een fa\u021ba unei s\u0103li \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar Lavinia alesese momentul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Copiii pe care i-am pierdut, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama a r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 glas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am fost \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 cu gemeni. Am pierdut sarcina. Iar fotografia pe care Lavinia o folose\u0219te acum ca s\u0103 pretind\u0103 c\u0103 a\u0219teapt\u0103 gemeni este ecografia mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Min\u021bi! a izbucnit Lavinia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci deschide plicul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-a f\u0103cut-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Deschide-l, a repetat Andrei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00e2inile ei tremurau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen cele din urm\u0103, plicul i-a alunecat dintre degete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O fotografie a c\u0103zut pe podea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andrei s-a aplecat \u0219i a ridicat-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A privit-o c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi mi-a \u00eentins-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai aveam nevoie de nicio explica\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era aceea\u0219i ecografie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceea\u0219i dat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acela\u0219i num\u0103r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceea\u0219i imagine pe care o \u021binusem \u00een m\u00e2ini \u00eentr-un cabinet medical, \u00eenainte ca via\u021ba noastr\u0103 s\u0103 se schimbe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cum ai putut? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lavinia a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u00een\u021belegi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci explic\u0103-mi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Eram disperat\u0103!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i tocmai t\u0103cerea ei a dat r\u0103spunsul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu existau gemeni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nici m\u0103car nu era \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adev\u0103rul a ie\u0219it la iveal\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute mai t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rela\u021bia Laviniei se terminase, iar ea nu suporta ideea c\u0103, \u00een timp ce eu m\u0103 c\u0103s\u0103toream, ea r\u0103m\u00e2nea din nou singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Voia aten\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Voia ca oamenii s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 despre ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i \u0219tia c\u0103 un anun\u021b despre gemeni avea s\u0103 transforme instantaneu nunta mea \u00een momentul ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar avea nevoie de o \u201edovad\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u0219a c\u0103 luase fotografia mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama s-a a\u0219ezat \u00eencet pe un scaun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Lavinia\u2026 spune c\u0103 nu este adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sora mea pl\u00e2ngea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nu mai nega.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021b\u0103, mama nu mai g\u0103sea nicio scuz\u0103 pentru ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu, \u00een schimb, nu mai sim\u021beam furie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sim\u021beam oboseal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ani \u00eentregi acceptasem s\u0103 fiu cea care cedeaz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu trebuia s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu trebuia s\u0103 iert.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu trebuia s\u0103 fac un pas \u00een spate pentru ca Lavinia s\u0103 nu sufere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar exista o limit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar ea tocmai o dep\u0103\u0219ise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pleac\u0103, i-am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama \u0219i-a ridicat imediat capul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Irina\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu. De data asta nu-mi spune mie s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Este nunta mea. Iar sora mea a furat ecografia copiilor pe care i-am pierdut \u0219i a folosit-o ca s\u0103 mint\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba tuturor. Dac\u0103 \u0219i acum vrei s\u0103-i g\u0103se\u0219ti o scuz\u0103, po\u021bi pleca \u00eempreun\u0103 cu ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama a r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lavinia \u0219i-a luat geanta \u0219i a ie\u0219it din sal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nimeni n-a \u00eencercat s-o opreasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd u\u0219ile s-au \u00eenchis, m-am uitat \u00een jur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nunta mea fusese \u00eentrerupt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Invita\u021bii \u0219u\u0219oteau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Machiajul mi se stricase de la lacrimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Momentul perfect pe care \u00eel preg\u0103tisem timp de doi ani disp\u0103ruse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci Andrei mi-a luat telefonul din m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i l-a pus pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Uit\u0103-te la mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ridicat ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru cine ai venit aici ast\u0103zi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i eu pentru tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-a \u00eentins m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci restul poate s\u0103 a\u0219tepte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
DJ-ul a pornit din nou muzica.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andrei m-a dus pe ring.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La \u00eenceput am dansat numai noi doi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi au venit prietenii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Na\u0219ii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Rudele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cencet, sala a prins din nou via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 nu m-am mai uitat spre u\u0219\u0103 s\u0103 v\u0103d dac\u0103 se \u00eentoarce Lavinia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni mai t\u00e2rziu, mama a venit la mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am gre\u0219it cu voi dou\u0103, mi-a spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am crezut mereu c\u0103 Lavinia are nevoie de mine mai mult. \u0218i pentru c\u0103 tu p\u0103reai puternic\u0103, te-am l\u0103sat s\u0103 te descurci singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Un copil puternic tot copilul t\u0103u este, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am iertat-o?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu atunci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Unele r\u0103ni nu dispar pentru c\u0103 cineva spune \u201e\u00eemi pare r\u0103u\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar am acceptat s\u0103 \u00eencerc\u0103m s\u0103 reconstruim ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu limite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu adev\u0103r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai sacrific lini\u0219tea mea pentru confortul altora.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2t despre Lavinia, a trecut mult timp p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 mai vorbim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar c\u00e2nd a f\u0103cut-o, pentru prima dat\u0103 nu mi-a cerut s\u0103 uit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-a cerut doar iertare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Poate \u00eentr-o zi o voi putea ierta complet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar \u00een seara nun\u021bii mele am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat ceva ce ar fi trebuit s\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b cu mul\u021bi ani \u00eenainte:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A pune limite nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu-\u021bi iube\u0219ti familia. Uneori \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, ai \u00eenceput s\u0103 te respec\u021bi \u0219i pe tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i nu, Lavinia nu mi-a distrus nunta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u00een acea sear\u0103, dup\u0103 o via\u021b\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103 petrecut\u0103 \u00een umbra ei, mi-am rec\u00e2\u0219tigat vocea.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Partea 2-a, continuarea povestii.Am ridicat telefonul. Lavinia s-a repezit spre mine. \u2014 Irina, nu face asta! Andrei s-a a\u0219ezat imediat \u00eentre noi. \u2014 Las-o s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103. \u00cen sal\u0103 se f\u0103cuse at\u00e2t de lini\u0219te, \u00eenc\u00e2t se auzea doar muzica oprit\u0103 brusc \u00een difuzoare. Mama m\u0103 privea furioas\u0103. \u2014 Ce spectacol mai faci acum? Am deschis fotografia … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3684","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3684","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3684"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3684\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3685,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3684\/revisions\/3685"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3684"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3684"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3684"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}