Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49 C\u00e2nd am auzit soneria, parc\u0103 mi-a fugit s\u00e2ngele din obraji. Mihai s-a \u00eentors spre u\u0219\u0103, iar expresia de pe fa\u021ba lui nu o voi uita niciodat\u0103. A \u00eencremenit. Pur \u0219i simplu s-a blocat, cu lingura suspendat\u0103 \u00eentre tigaie \u0219i blat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci am \u0219tiut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai aveam nevoie de dovezi scrise. Reac\u021bia lui spunea totul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am ridicat de pe scaun cu o lini\u0219te care m-a speriat chiar \u0219i pe mine. Nu am \u021bipat, nu am f\u0103cut scandal. Pur \u0219i simplu m-am \u00eendreptat spre hol \u00een timp ce Mihai r\u0103m\u00e2nea \u00een urm\u0103, cu ochii mari \u0219i speria\u021bi, \u0219optind:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eRebeca\u2026 stai. Te rog.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu m-am oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am deschis u\u0219a, iar \u00een fa\u021ba mea st\u0103tea un b\u0103rbat \u00eenalt, bine \u00eembr\u0103cat, cu o umbrel\u0103 picur\u00e2nd pe covora\u0219. Z\u00e2mbea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, z\u00e2mbetul i-a murit instant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eA\u2026 scuze. Eu\u2026 cred c\u0103 am \u00eencurcat\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu ai \u00eencurcat nimic,\u201d am spus, cu vocea mai calm\u0103 dec\u00e2t m\u0103 sim\u021beam. \u201eIntr\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mihai aproape c\u0103 a alergat p\u00e2n\u0103 la hol. \u201eRebeca! Nu e ceea ce crezi!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAtunci spune-mi tu ce e,\u201d am r\u0103spuns, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ridic tonul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cristi s-a dat un pas \u00een spate, preg\u0103tit s\u0103 plece, dar i-am f\u0103cut semn cu m\u00e2na s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103. Nu pentru el aveam nevoie de clarific\u0103ri. Pentru mine. Pentru via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAici, \u00een sufragerie,\u201d am zis. \u201eAm\u00e2ndoi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cei doi b\u0103rba\u021bi s-au a\u0219ezat stingheri, ca doi elevi prin\u0219i copiind. Eu am r\u0103mas \u00een picioare. Sim\u021beam c\u0103 dac\u0103 m\u0103 a\u0219ez, nu m\u0103 mai ridic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMihai, vorbe\u0219te.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L-a privit pe Cristi, apoi pe mine. A oftat, \u0219i \u00een oftatul acela am auzit ru\u0219ine, team\u0103 \u0219i ceva ce sem\u0103na cu resemnarea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNe-am apropiat\u2026 \u00eentr-o perioad\u0103 grea la birou,\u201d a \u00eenceput. \u201e\u0218i\u2026 n-ar fi trebuit. \u0218tiu. Dar nu am vrut s\u0103 te r\u0103nesc.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eN-ai vrut?\u201d am repetat, aproape \u0219optit. \u201e\u0218i totu\u0219i, aici suntem.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cristi \u0219i-a trecut m\u00e2na prin p\u0103r, jenat. \u201e\u00cemi pare r\u0103u. Nu trebuia s\u0103-i scriu. Nu trebuia s\u0103 vin.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i tu, Mihai?\u201d l-am \u00eentrebat. \u201eTu ce trebuia s\u0103 nu faci?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut. Privirea lui era pe podea, parc\u0103 num\u0103ra nodurile din parchet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen t\u0103cerea aceea, lung\u0103 \u0219i grea, am sim\u021bit cum ceva se rupe \u00een mine. Nu un \u021bip\u0103t, nu o scen\u0103, nu o dram\u0103. Ci un fir sub\u021bire, ultimul, care m\u0103 lega de imaginea c\u0103sniciei perfecte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eBun,\u201d am zis. \u201eAm \u00een\u021beles.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am mers \u00een dormitor, cu pa\u0219i hot\u0103r\u00e2\u021bi, \u0219i am \u00eenchis u\u0219a dup\u0103 mine. Mi-am pus geaca, am luat portofelul \u0219i am ie\u0219it. Mihai striga dup\u0103 mine, dar nu l-am ascultat. Am cobor\u00e2t sc\u0103rile blocului f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 uit \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ploua \u00eenc\u0103. Am stat pu\u021bin sub strea\u0219in\u0103, respir\u00e2nd ad\u00e2nc, l\u0103s\u00e2nd frigul s\u0103-mi limpezeasc\u0103 g\u00e2ndurile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu aveam un plan. Nu aveam o destina\u021bie. Doar \u0219tiam c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 ies din cas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am dus la mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut \u00een prag, ud\u0103 \u0219i tremur\u00e2nd, a \u0219tiut imediat c\u0103 ceva nu e \u00een regul\u0103. M-a str\u00e2ns \u00een bra\u021be f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 pun\u0103 \u00eentreb\u0103ri. \u0218i abia atunci, \u00een siguran\u021ba aceea cald\u0103, am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 ce m-am lini\u0219tit, i-am povestit totul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama a ascultat calm. Apoi a spus, \u00een felul ei simplu, de femeie care a v\u0103zut multe:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDrag\u0103, uneori via\u021ba ne d\u0103 c\u00e2te o palm\u0103 s\u0103n\u0103toas\u0103 ca s\u0103 ne trezim. Dar palma asta nu e sf\u00e2r\u0219itul. E \u00eenceputul.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la ea, ne\u00eencrez\u0103toare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218tiu c\u0103 doare,\u201d a continuat. \u201e\u0218tiu c\u0103 sim\u021bi c\u0103 s-a terminat tot. Dar nu l\u0103sa durerea s\u0103-\u021bi conduc\u0103 via\u021ba. F\u0103-\u021bi timp. Pune lucrurile \u00een ordine. \u0218i c\u00e2nd inima \u021bi se lini\u0219te\u0219te, o s\u0103 \u0219tii singur\u0103 ce ai de f\u0103cut.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am dormit acolo \u00een noaptea aceea. Diminea\u021ba, Mihai \u00eemi trimisese mesaje lungi, rug\u0103min\u021bi, explica\u021bii. A \u00eencercat s\u0103 minimizeze, s\u0103 repare, s\u0103 m\u0103 fac\u0103 s\u0103 cred c\u0103 totul a fost doar o gre\u0219eal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar ceva se schimbase \u00een mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai eram femeia care credea c\u0103 o c\u0103snicie perfect\u0103 e garantat\u0103. Eram femeia care \u00een\u021belesese c\u0103 respectul nu se negociaz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare am vorbit cu un avocat, cu un psiholog, cu mine \u00eens\u0103mi. Am analizat tot, cu luciditate \u0219i cu durere. \u0218i \u00eentr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, simpl\u0103, obi\u0219nuit\u0103, am \u0219tiut:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Se terminase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am depus actele. Mihai a pl\u00e2ns, a implorat, a \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentoarc\u0103 din drum. Dar pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021b\u0103, am ales s\u0103 m\u0103 pun pe mine pe primul loc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A trecut aproape un an de atunci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ast\u0103zi, stau pe terasa unui mic apartament \u00eenchiriat \u00een Flore\u0219ti, beau o cafea cald\u0103 \u0219i privesc \u00een zare. Nu sunt bogat\u0103, nu am o via\u021b\u0103 perfect\u0103, nu am g\u0103sit \u00eenc\u0103 \u201emarea iubire\u201d. Dar am lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat ceva esen\u021bial:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uneori, via\u021ba te pune \u00een genunchi ca s\u0103-\u021bi aminte\u0219ti c\u0103 po\u021bi s\u0103 te ridici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u0219tiu unde o s\u0103 ajung peste un an sau doi. Dar \u0219tiu c\u0103 voi merge cu capul sus, cu inima curat\u0103 \u0219i cu demnitatea \u00eentreag\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u00een seara aceea, c\u00e2nd telefonul s-a aprins, nu s-a sf\u00e2r\u0219it lumea mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a \u00eenceput, de fapt, libertatea mea.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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