Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49 \u2014 Sunt so\u021bul Anei, a spus Narcis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde, nimeni n-a reac\u021bionat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama se uita c\u00e2nd la el, c\u00e2nd la mine, de parc\u0103 \u00eencerca s\u0103 g\u0103seasc\u0103 o explica\u021bie care s\u0103 nu fie cea evident\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 So\u021bul ei? a repetat m\u0103tu\u0219a Cornelia. Ana nici m\u0103car nu ne-a spus c\u0103 are pe cineva!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tocmai de aceea nu v-am spus, am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama \u0219i-a revenit prima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ana, ce prostie mai e \u0219i asta? Te-ai c\u0103s\u0103torit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ne spui?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cu Narcis Vlad?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tonul ei se schimbase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu c\u00e2teva minute \u00eenainte eram fata care \u201enu f\u0103cea nimic util\u201d. Acum m\u0103 privea de parc\u0103 devenisem brusc o alt\u0103 persoan\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Narcis a observat \u0219i el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am preferat o ceremonie restr\u00e2ns\u0103, a spus calm. Doar noi \u0219i c\u00e2\u021biva oameni apropia\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama \u0219i-a dus m\u00e2na la piept.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dar noi suntem familia ei!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit hainele t\u0103iate din m\u00e2na mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Exact.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un singur cuv\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A fost suficient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama \u0219i-a ferit privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Narcis a luat \u00eencet una dintre rochiile distruse. A privit t\u0103ietura f\u0103cut\u0103 cu foarfeca, apoi s-a \u00eentors spre mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dumneavoastr\u0103 a\u021bi f\u0103cut asta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u00een\u021belege\u021bi. A fost doar\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O glum\u0103? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama a t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cornelia a \u00eencercat s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hai s\u0103 nu facem o tragedie din ni\u0219te haine. Narcis, dumneavoastr\u0103 probabil \u00eei pute\u021bi cump\u0103ra o sut\u0103 de rochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
El s-a uitat la ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi a pus rochia la loc \u00een bra\u021bele mele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dar asta nu v\u0103 d\u0103 dreptul s\u0103-i distruge\u021bi nici m\u0103car una.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cornelia n-a mai z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ana, mergem, mi-a spus Narcis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama s-a apropiat repede.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Unde?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De aici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dar m\u00e2ine este nunta lui Bogdan!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fratele meu cobor\u00e2se \u00eentre timp sc\u0103rile. Auzise suficient c\u00e2t s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 ce se \u00eent\u00e2mplase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Stai pu\u021bin\u2026 chiar e\u0219ti c\u0103s\u0103torit\u0103 cu el?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bogdan s-a uitat lung la Narcis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cel recunoscuse \u0219i el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Narcis construise \u00een ultimii ani un grup de firme cunoscut \u00een domeniul imobiliar \u0219i al investi\u021biilor. Numele lui ap\u0103ruse suficient de des \u00een presa economic\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2t familia mea s\u0103 \u0219tie foarte bine cine era.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar pentru mine nu asta conta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cel cunoscusem \u00eenainte s\u0103 aflu c\u00e2t valoreaz\u0103 companiile lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne \u00eent\u00e2lniser\u0103m \u00eentr-o cafenea, \u00eentr-o diminea\u021b\u0103 \u00een care \u00eemi v\u0103rsase din gre\u0219eal\u0103 cafeaua peste o map\u0103 cu documente.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00ce\u0219i ceruse scuze de vreo zece ori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi \u00eemi cump\u0103rase alta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 aceea m\u0103 invitase la cin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu-i spusesem familiei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La \u00eenceput pentru c\u0103 voiam s\u0103 v\u0103d unde duce rela\u021bia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mai t\u00e2rziu, pentru c\u0103 Narcis devenise singurul lucru din via\u021ba mea pe care mama \u0219i m\u0103tu\u0219a Cornelia nu-l puteau critica, compara sau transforma \u00eentr-o competi\u021bie cu Bogdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd m-a cerut \u00een c\u0103s\u0103torie, am ales o cununie discret\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 luasem o decizie important\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 cer aprobarea nim\u0103nui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar acum \u00een\u021belegeam c\u00e2t de mult avusesem nevoie de asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De ce ai ascuns a\u0219a ceva? m-a \u00eentrebat mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 voiam m\u0103car o parte din via\u021ba mea \u00een care s\u0103 nu-mi spune\u021bi c\u0103 nu sunt suficient de bun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama a r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Eu sunt mama ta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am ridicat hainele distruse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tocmai de aceea doare mai tare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Narcis mi-a luat geanta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ie\u0219it \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Abia \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103 am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu din cauza rochiilor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci pentru c\u0103, dup\u0103 dou\u0103zeci \u0219i \u0219ase de ani, spusesem \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it lucrurile pe care le \u00eenghi\u021bisem de at\u00e2tea ori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Narcis nu mi-a spus s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mi-a spus nici c\u0103 \u201efamilia r\u0103m\u00e2ne familie\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, m-a \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Vrei s\u0103 mergi m\u00e2ine la nunt\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci hot\u0103r\u0103\u0219ti tu. Nu mama ta. Nu Bogdan. Nici eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Exact de aceea \u00eel iubeam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu pentru bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu pentru numele lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci pentru c\u0103 nu \u00eencercase niciodat\u0103 s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 cine trebuie s\u0103 fiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen dup\u0103-amiaza aceea mi-am cump\u0103rat o singur\u0103 rochie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu o garderob\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O rochie verde-smarald, simpl\u0103 \u0219i elegant\u0103, pe care am ales-o eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen diminea\u021ba urm\u0103toare, mama m-a sunat de \u0219apte ori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A opta oar\u0103 era Bogdan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ana, te rog s\u0103 vii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mama \u021bi-a spus s\u0103 m\u0103 suni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu c\u0103 am l\u0103sat-o mereu s\u0103 ne compare. \u0218i \u0219tiu c\u0103 mie mi-a convenit s\u0103 fiu cel favorizat. Dar e \u0219i nunta mea \u0219i\u2026 e\u0219ti sora mea. Vreau s\u0103 fii acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asta nu \u0219tergea trecutul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar era pentru prima dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd Bogdan \u00eel recuno\u0219tea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O s\u0103 vin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La nunt\u0103 am intrat al\u0103turi de Narcis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218oaptele au \u00eenceput aproape imediat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar de data aceasta nu m-au mai interesat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama ne a\u0219tepta l\u00e2ng\u0103 masa familiei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, ochii i s-au oprit asupra rochiei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru o secund\u0103 m-am preg\u0103tit instinctiv pentru o observa\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu a venit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 E\u0219ti frumoas\u0103, a spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mul\u021bumesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi s-a uitat spre Narcis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u pentru ieri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
El a r\u0103spuns simplu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Anei trebuie s\u0103-i spune\u021bi asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama s-a \u00eentors spre mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am crezut c\u0103 dac\u0103 te critic o s\u0103 te ambi\u021bionez. Dar am mers prea departe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu doar ieri, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A cobor\u00e2t privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu ne-am \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu s-au reparat dou\u0103zeci \u0219i \u0219ase de ani \u00eentr-o conversa\u021bie de dou\u0103 minute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar pentru prima dat\u0103 mama nu \u00eencerca s\u0103-mi explice de ce eu gre\u0219isem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru moment era suficient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mai t\u00e2rziu, Cornelia s-a apropiat de masa noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Z\u00e2mbea exagerat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ana, trebuia s\u0103 ne spui \u0219i nou\u0103 cu cine te-ai m\u0103ritat!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 P\u0103i\u2026 suntem familie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ieri diminea\u021b\u0103 eram femeia care nu-\u0219i g\u0103se\u0219te nici m\u0103car un iubit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Z\u00e2mbetul i-a disp\u0103rut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hai, c\u0103 glumeam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am apropiat pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tocmai de aceea nu mai r\u00e2d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cornelia s-a retras f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103spund\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Narcis m\u0103 privea amuzat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci de ce z\u00e2mbe\u0219ti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 n-ai avut nevoie de mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat spre el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ba am avut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu ca s\u0103 te salvez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00een\u021beles ce voia s\u0103 spun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i avea dreptate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen seara aceea, Narcis nu m-a transformat \u00eentr-o femeie important\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eram aceea\u0219i Ana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceea\u0219i femeie pe care familia o ironizase cu o zi \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Diferen\u021ba era c\u0103 eu nu mai acceptam s\u0103 m\u0103 privesc prin ochii lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Narcis \u00eemi oferise ceva mult mai important dec\u00e2t haine scumpe sau un nume cunoscut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cemi ar\u0103tase cum arat\u0103 respectul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Restul trebuia s\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar mama a avut nevoie de timp s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 c\u0103 limitele mele nu erau o pedeaps\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erau condi\u021bia prin care putea s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2t despre hainele t\u0103iate, nu le-am aruncat imediat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am p\u0103strat o vreme rochia aceea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu ca s\u0103-mi amintesc ce-mi f\u0103cuse mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci ca s\u0103-mi amintesc ziua \u00een care am \u00eencetat s\u0103 mai cred c\u0103 valoarea mea depinde de aprobarea ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103 uneori oamenii \u00eencep s\u0103 te respecte abia c\u00e2nd descoper\u0103 cine st\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar adev\u0103rata schimbare \u00eencepe \u00een ziua \u00een care \u00een\u021belegi c\u0103 trebuiau s\u0103 te respecte \u0219i atunci c\u00e2nd st\u0103teai singur\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49 \u2014 Sunt so\u021bul Anei, a spus Narcis. Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde, nimeni n-a reac\u021bionat. Mama se uita c\u00e2nd la el, c\u00e2nd la mine, de parc\u0103 \u00eencerca s\u0103 g\u0103seasc\u0103 o explica\u021bie care s\u0103 nu fie cea evident\u0103. \u2014 So\u021bul ei? a repetat m\u0103tu\u0219a Cornelia. Ana nici m\u0103car nu ne-a spus … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3646","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3646","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3646"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3646\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3647,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3646\/revisions\/3647"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3646"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3646"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3646"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}