Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49 \u2014 Nu pl\u00e2ng dup\u0103 ea, Vasile.<\/p>\n
S-a oprit \u00een pragul buc\u0103t\u0103riei.<\/p>\n
Avea ochii ro\u0219ii \u0219i haina neagr\u0103 mototolit\u0103. Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde m-a privit de parc\u0103 nu \u00een\u021belesese.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Atunci de ce pl\u00e2ngi?<\/p>\n
Mi-am \u0219ters m\u00e2inile de aluat.<\/p>\n
Din camera al\u0103turat\u0103 se auzeau femeile care o boceau pe Saveta \u0219i glasul preotului.<\/p>\n
Am tras aer \u00een piept.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Pl\u00e2ng dup\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n
Vasile a \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dup\u0103 fata care a intrat \u00een casa asta la 18 ani. Dup\u0103 fata care credea c\u0103 aici o s\u0103-\u0219i fac\u0103 o familie. Dup\u0103 femeia care eram \u00eenainte s\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u021b c\u0103, \u00een casa voastr\u0103, lini\u0219tea mea era mai important\u0103 dec\u00e2t fericirea mea.<\/p>\n
N-a spus nimic.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Rodica\u2026 eu n-am \u0219tiut c\u0103 te doare at\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Am r\u00e2s scurt.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ba ai \u0219tiut.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Nu\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u021ai-am spus, Vasile. C\u00e2nd veneam seara cu m\u00e2inile cr\u0103pate de frig. C\u00e2nd pl\u00e2ngeam. C\u00e2nd eram \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 \u0219i mama ta m\u0103 ridica la cinci s\u0103 fac focul. C\u00e2nd te-am rugat s\u0103 vorbe\u0219ti cu ea.<\/p>\n
\u0218i m-am uitat drept \u00een ochii lui.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u021ai-am spus de sute de ori. Doar c\u0103 tu n-ai vrut s\u0103 auzi.<\/p>\n
Vasile \u0219i-a cobor\u00e2t privirea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Eu credeam c\u0103 a\u0219a e la \u021bar\u0103. C\u0103 a\u0219a se face.<\/p>\n
\u2014 A\u0219a se f\u0103cea \u00een casa asta pentru c\u0103 nimeni n-a vrut s\u0103 fac\u0103 altfel.<\/p>\n
A fost prima dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd nu i-am \u00eendulcit adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea, dup\u0103 ce oamenii au \u00eenceput s\u0103 plece, am r\u0103mas am\u00e2ndoi l\u00e2ng\u0103 catafalc.<\/p>\n
Nu ne-am vorbit mult.<\/p>\n
Spre diminea\u021b\u0103, Vasile s-a apropiat \u0219i s-a a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n
Apoi \u0219i-a pus m\u00e2na peste m\u00e2na mea.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Rodica\u2026<\/p>\n
Am \u00eentors capul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n
At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
Trei cuvinte pe care le a\u0219teptasem aproape o via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n
Nu puteau \u0219terge 28 de ani.<\/p>\n
Nu puteau s-o aduc\u0103 \u00eenapoi pe fata care sosise cu valiza de carton.<\/p>\n
Dar, pentru prima dat\u0103, Vasile recuno\u0219tea c\u0103 ceea ce tr\u0103isem nu fusese normal.<\/p>\n
\u0218i pentru moment mi-a fost suficient.<\/p>\n
Saveta a fost \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntat\u0103 a doua zi.<\/p>\n
Tot satul a mers dup\u0103 sicriu.<\/p>\n
La cimitir, o femeie b\u0103tr\u00e2n\u0103 m-a prins de bra\u021b.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ai avut noroc cu a\u0219a soacr\u0103, maic\u0103. Pu\u021bine femei au parte de una ca Saveta.<\/p>\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n
Ce puteam s\u0103-i spun?<\/p>\n
C\u0103 \u201enorocul\u201d acela m\u0103 costase 28 de ani?<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntare, copiii au r\u0103mas cu noi.<\/p>\n
Ana \u0219i Lenu\u021ba veniser\u0103 cu familiile lor, iar Ionu\u021b st\u0103tea t\u0103cut la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n
La un moment dat, Ana a l\u0103sat lingura jos.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, pot s\u0103 te \u00eentreb ceva?<\/p>\n
\u2014 \u00centreab\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De ce ai r\u0103mas?<\/p>\n
Am privit-o.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Cum adic\u0103?<\/p>\n
\u2014 Noi am v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
\u00cen buc\u0103t\u0103rie s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am v\u0103zut cum \u00ee\u021bi vorbea bunica. Cum te trezea. Cum te punea mereu ultima. Eram copii, dar vedeam.<\/p>\n
Lenu\u021ba \u00ee\u0219i privea m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n
Ionu\u021b nu mai m\u00e2nca.<\/p>\n
Ana avea lacrimi \u00een ochi.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ne-am \u00eentrebat ani \u00eentregi de ce nu ne-ai luat \u0219i n-ai plecat.<\/p>\n
Atunci am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n
Crezusem c\u0103 \u00eei protejasem at\u00e2t de bine \u00eenc\u00e2t nu observaser\u0103 nimic.<\/p>\n
Observaser\u0103 tot.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am vrut s\u0103 plec, le-am spus.<\/p>\n
Vasile \u0219i-a cobor\u00e2t capul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 De multe ori.<\/p>\n
M-am uitat la cei trei.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Dar tat\u0103l vostru mi-a spus c\u0103 dac\u0103 plec, plec singur\u0103. Eu n-aveam p\u0103rin\u021bi, n-aveam bani, n-aveam unde s\u0103 m\u0103 duc. \u0218i mi-a fost fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu v\u0103 pierd.<\/p>\n
Ana a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n
\u2014 Am r\u0103mas pentru voi. Poate am f\u0103cut bine, poate am f\u0103cut r\u0103u. N-o s\u0103 \u0219tiu niciodat\u0103. Dar atunci am crezut c\u0103 singura variant\u0103 era s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n l\u00e2ng\u0103 voi.<\/p>\n
Ana s-a ridicat \u0219i m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n
Lenu\u021ba a venit dup\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n
Ionu\u021b s-a \u00eentors spre geam, dar l-am v\u0103zut \u0219terg\u00e2ndu-\u0219i ochii.<\/p>\n
Vasile nu spunea nimic.<\/p>\n
Cred c\u0103 abia atunci \u00een\u021belesese c\u0103 t\u0103cerea lui nu m\u0103 afectase doar pe mine.<\/p>\n
\u00cen diminea\u021ba urm\u0103toare m-am trezit la cinci.<\/p>\n
Dup\u0103 28 de ani, corpul meu nici nu mai avea nevoie de ceas.<\/p>\n
M-am ridicat \u0219i atunci am sim\u021bit miros de fum.<\/p>\n
Am ie\u0219it repede din camer\u0103.<\/p>\n
Din buc\u0103t\u0103rie venea o lumin\u0103 ro\u0219iatic\u0103.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns \u00een prag, m-am oprit.<\/p>\n
Vasile era \u00eengenuncheat \u00een fa\u021ba sobei.<\/p>\n
Avea m\u00e2inile murdare de cenu\u0219\u0103 \u0219i sufla st\u00e2ngaci \u00een surcele.<\/p>\n
B\u0103rbatul care timp de 28 de ani a\u0219teptase s\u0103 g\u0103seasc\u0103 focul aprins \u00eencerca acum s\u0103-l fac\u0103 singur.<\/p>\n
M-a v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n
S-a ridicat, aproape ru\u0219inat.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Ce faci? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n
S-a uitat spre sob\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u2014 Focul.<\/p>\n
\u2014 V\u0103d.<\/p>\n
A urmat o t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n
Apoi mi-a spus:<\/p>\n
\u2014 Mai dormi, Rodica. De azi \u00eenainte \u00eel fac eu.<\/p>\n
Am r\u0103mas \u00een prag.<\/p>\n
Nu l-am \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n
Nu i-am spus c\u0103 \u00eel iert.<\/p>\n
Pentru c\u0103 un foc aprins \u00eentr-o diminea\u021b\u0103 nu putea repara 28 de ani.<\/p>\n
Dar putea \u00eensemna \u00eenceputul a ceva.<\/p>\n
M-am \u00eentors \u00een camer\u0103.<\/p>\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 aproape trei decenii, la ora cinci diminea\u021ba m-am b\u0103gat din nou \u00een pat.<\/p>\n
Vasile a f\u0103cut focul.<\/p>\n
A doua zi l-a f\u0103cut din nou.<\/p>\n
\u0218i \u00een ziua urm\u0103toare.<\/p>\n
Au \u00eenceput s\u0103 se schimbe \u0219i alte lucruri, \u00eencet.<\/p>\n
Nu am devenit peste noapte doi oameni f\u0103r\u0103 trecut.<\/p>\n
Unele r\u0103ni nu dispar pentru c\u0103 cineva spune \u201e\u00eemi pare r\u0103u\u201d.<\/p>\n
Dar Vasile \u00eencepuse, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, s\u0103 vad\u0103.<\/p>\n
Iar eu \u00eencepusem s\u0103 vorbesc.<\/p>\n
C\u00e2teva luni mai t\u00e2rziu, \u00eentr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, am g\u0103sit \u00een pod vechea mea valiz\u0103 de carton.<\/p>\n
Aceea\u0219i cu care venisem mireas\u0103.<\/p>\n
Sfoara era \u00eenc\u0103 legat\u0103 \u00een jurul ei.<\/p>\n
Am trecut m\u00e2na peste capac \u0219i m-am g\u00e2ndit la fata de 18 ani care st\u0103tuse \u00een z\u0103pad\u0103, \u00een fa\u021ba acelei case, a\u0219tept\u00e2nd ca cineva s\u0103-i spun\u0103 c\u0103 era binevenit\u0103.<\/p>\n
Mi-a\u0219 fi dorit s\u0103 pot s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc la ea.<\/p>\n
S\u0103-i spun c\u0103 nu era mai pu\u021bin bun\u0103 dec\u00e2t \u00ee\u0219i dorise Saveta pentru fiul ei.<\/p>\n
C\u0103 munca ei avea valoare.<\/p>\n
C\u0103 t\u0103cerea nu era o datorie.<\/p>\n
\u0218i c\u0103 avea voie s\u0103 spun\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd o doare.<\/p>\n
N-am putut s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc.<\/p>\n
Dar puteam s\u0103 fac ceva pentru femeia care r\u0103m\u0103sese.<\/p>\n
Am pus valiza la loc \u0219i am cobor\u00e2t.<\/p>\n
\u00cen buc\u0103t\u0103rie era cald.<\/p>\n
Focul ardea deja.<\/p>\n
Iar Vasile preg\u0103tea dou\u0103 c\u0103ni de cafea.<\/p>\n
La 18 ani intrasem \u00een casa aceea crez\u00e2nd c\u0103 iubirea \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eenduri.<\/p>\n
Mi-au trebuit 28 de ani s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg c\u0103 nu era adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n
Iubirea nu ar trebui s\u0103-\u021bi cear\u0103 s\u0103 dispari ca s\u0103 po\u021bi r\u0103m\u00e2ne l\u00e2ng\u0103 cineva.<\/p>\n
Iar uneori primul pas spre a-\u021bi recupera via\u021ba nu este s\u0103 pleci pe o poart\u0103.<\/p>\n
Este s\u0103 \u00eencetezi, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, s\u0103 mai taci.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii \ud83d\udc49 \u2014 Nu pl\u00e2ng dup\u0103 ea, Vasile. S-a oprit \u00een pragul buc\u0103t\u0103riei. Avea ochii ro\u0219ii \u0219i haina neagr\u0103 mototolit\u0103. Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde m-a privit de parc\u0103 nu \u00een\u021belesese. \u2014 Atunci de ce pl\u00e2ngi? Mi-am \u0219ters m\u00e2inile de aluat. Din camera al\u0103turat\u0103 se auzeau femeile care o boceau pe Saveta … Read more<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3591","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3591","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3591"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3591\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3591"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3591"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/stiri-faine.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3591"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}