\u2026nu apucasem s\u0103 \u00eentreb nimic. M\u0103 ag\u0103\u021bam de bra\u021bul lui Sandu, iar inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t sim\u021beam c\u0103 o aud \u00een urechi. \u00cencercam s\u0103 m\u0103 uit din nou spre sicrie, dar vederea \u00eemi era \u00eence\u021bo\u0219at\u0103 de lacrimi \u0219i de groaz\u0103. \u00cen mintea mea r\u0103suna un singur g\u00e2nd: dac\u0103 unul dintre sicrie era pentru Ana?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am f\u0103cut c\u00e2\u021biva pa\u0219i cl\u0103tin\u00e2ndu-m\u0103, iar genunchii \u00eemi tremurau ca frunzele. Dinspre cas\u0103 a ie\u0219it soacra Anei, \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103 \u00een negru, cu ochii ro\u0219ii \u0219i umfla\u021bi. C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, a tres\u0103rit, ca \u0219i cum nu se a\u0219tepta s\u0103 ap\u0103rem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eDe ce\u2026 ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat aici?\u201d, am reu\u0219it s\u0103 \u00eentreb cu o voce sub\u021bire, aproape stins\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Soacra s-a uitat \u00een alt\u0103 parte \u0219i \u0219i-a str\u00e2ns basmaua \u00eentre degete. Nu mi-a r\u0103spuns. Asta m-a speriat \u0219i mai tare. M-am repezit spre ea \u0219i am apucat-o de bra\u021b, tremur\u00e2nd:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eSpune-mi unde e fata mea! Unde e Ana? Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat cu copilul?!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen acel moment, din cas\u0103 a ie\u0219it o vecin\u0103, care mi-a f\u0103cut semn s\u0103 m\u0103 lini\u0219tesc. Se apropia \u00eencet, cu pa\u0219i m\u0103run\u021bi, de parc\u0103 s-ar fi temut s\u0103 nu m\u0103 d\u0103r\u00e2me \u0219i mai tare. C\u00e2nd a deschis gura, vocea ei era bl\u00e2nd\u0103, dar \u00een ea se sim\u021bea o greutate imens\u0103:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eNu v\u0103 speria\u021bi\u2026 nu sunt pentru Ana sicriile\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi cedeaz\u0103 picioarele \u0219i m-am sprijinit de poart\u0103. O clip\u0103 am crezut c\u0103 o s\u0103 cad iar. Sandu m-a prins de umeri \u0219i m-a \u021binut str\u00e2ns, dar inima mea nu se lini\u0219tea. Dac\u0103 nu erau pentru ea, atunci pentru cine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vecina a oftat \u0219i \u0219i-a plecat privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eSunt ai p\u0103rin\u021bilor lui Radu\u2026 au murit acum dou\u0103 zile. Covid. A fost repede\u2026 pe am\u00e2ndoi i-a luat \u00eentr-o noapte.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103. P\u0103rin\u021bii lui Radu\u2026 socrii Anei. M-a fulgerat un g\u00e2nd cumplit: dac\u0103 fata mea avusese grij\u0103 de ei, dac\u0103 fusese expus\u0103, dac\u0103 era \u0219i ea \u00een pericol? Sim\u021beam cum s\u00e2ngele \u00eemi \u00eenghea\u021b\u0103 \u00een vine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eUnde e Ana?\u201d, am \u00eentrebat din nou, disperat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vecina mi-a f\u0103cut semn s\u0103 intr\u0103m \u00een cas\u0103. Am trecut prin curte, pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 cele dou\u0103 sicrie, evit\u00e2nd s\u0103 le privesc, c\u0103ci \u00eemi venea s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng din nou. \u00cen cas\u0103 era lini\u0219te ap\u0103s\u0103toare, de parc\u0103 pere\u021bii ascundeau o suferin\u021b\u0103 prea mare ca s\u0103 fie spus\u0103 cu glas tare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am auzit un pl\u00e2nset slab venind dintr-o camer\u0103. Am \u00eempins u\u0219a \u0219i am v\u0103zut-o pe Ana pe marginea patului, \u021bin\u00e2ndu-\u0219i bebelu\u0219ul \u00een bra\u021be. Era palid\u0103, cu ochii umfla\u021bi de nesomn \u0219i de pl\u00e2ns. C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, s-a ridicat brusc \u0219i a izbucnit:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eMam\u0103\u2026 mam\u0103, ia-m\u0103 acas\u0103, te rog\u2026 Nu mai pot s\u0103 stau aici\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am alergat spre ea \u0219i am str\u00e2ns-o la piept, cu tot cu copil. O sim\u021beam c\u00e2t de slab\u0103 era. Era ca o pas\u0103re cu aripile rupte. M-am uitat la Sandu, iar el a dat doar din cap. \u00cen sf\u00e2r\u0219it \u00een\u021belesese \u0219i el c\u0103 nu era loc de discu\u021bii cu socrii, de tradi\u021bii sau de \u201ece o s\u0103 zic\u0103 lumea\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eMergem acas\u0103 acum\u201d, i-am spus. \u201eNu mai r\u0103m\u00e2i nicio clip\u0103 aici.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ana a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 \u00een hohote, dar de data asta era pl\u00e2ns de u\u0219urare. I-am luat geanta, am \u00eenf\u0103\u0219urat bine copilul \u0219i am pornit spre u\u0219\u0103. \u00cen curte, vecina ne-a urm\u0103rit cu privirea, \u00een timp ce Sandu a mers s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 dou\u0103 minute cu Radu, care st\u0103tea sprijinit de un perete, complet d\u0103r\u00e2mat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd am ie\u0219it pe poart\u0103, aerul rece m-a lovit \u00een fa\u021b\u0103 \u0219i am sim\u021bit parc\u0103 o povar\u0103 desprinz\u00e2ndu-se de pe pieptul meu. Ana era \u00een via\u021b\u0103. Nepo\u021belul meu era bine. Iar eu aveam s\u0103 o duc acas\u0103, acolo unde avea parte de grij\u0103, de cur\u0103\u021benie \u0219i de lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Drumul spre Bucure\u0219ti a fost lung, dar a fost primul drum \u00een care Ana a adormit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103. O priveam cum \u00ee\u0219i \u021binea copilul la piept \u0219i mi-am jurat, \u00een sinea mea, c\u0103 nu o voi mai l\u0103sa niciodat\u0103 singur\u0103 \u00eentr-un loc unde \u00eei e fric\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i atunci am realizat ceva important: uneori, ca mam\u0103, trebuie s\u0103 treci peste ru\u0219inea satului, peste gura lumii, peste \u201ea\u0219a se face\u201d \u0219i \u201ea\u0219a e tradi\u021bia\u201d. Trebuie s\u0103 ascul\u021bi doar de inima ta. C\u0103ci inima de mam\u0103 nu minte niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar \u00een ziua aceea, \u00een timp ce o duceam acas\u0103, am \u0219tiut clar un lucru: mi-am salvat fata. \u0218i nicio tradi\u021bie, niciun obicei \u0219i nicio vorb\u0103 aruncat\u0103 de al\u021bii nu valoreaz\u0103 c\u00e2t via\u021ba \u0219i lini\u0219tea propriului copil. \u00cen Rom\u00e2nia, lumea vorbe\u0219te mereu; dar c\u00e2nd e vorba de copii, o mam\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 fie mai puternic\u0103 dec\u00e2t orice judecat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar eu, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, fusesem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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